A Fling Or The Real Thing?

Chapter 10

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Lucas pov

I dragged my feet as Logan talked in my ear constantly droning on. I couldn't even tell you what he was talking about, my mind was a blur, my head felt like it was splitting in two. I actually cant believed I behaved like I did last night. Yes I know I known for my wild ways and drunken antics but last night was a new low even for me. 

I had no clue what I'd drunk or even how much, who I'd spoken too or even how I ended up at the other end of the beach. I suppose my plan of killing as many brain cells off as possible to forget mine and Ambers fight worked.

Urgh Amber... Amber Amber Amber. What was I going to do. I had no clue what I was going to say to her, or even how to act. Do I tell her exactly how I feel and risk her shooting me down or do I just apologise for bringing that arsehole up. How could I even have done that to her, to bring him up. I was just trying to do what was best for her, and as usual I'd messed it all up.

"Logan" I whimpered rubbing my temples in pain

"Yeah mate" he counted back with a bit more chirp in his voice than usual

"Just how pissed off is she?" I sighed, not even knowing why I asked, I knew just how pissed she was. I had the bruise across my face to prove it and now i dread to think of how she'll be when I've gotten absolutely leathered and blacked out all night.

"Well rather you than me Luc, shes been out of her mind all night worrying about you" he sighed

"You do know how much she loves you surely Luc" 

"Logan what are you taking about. I've just completely broken her heart how on earth can she worry about me let alone love me" I scoffed shaking my head not even daring to dream there could be a decent outcome to this 

"It wouldn't matter what you said to that girl Luc, she is head over heels in love with you. Nothing you could do would change that even if she doesn't admit it right away." 

I stopped in my tracks, trying to process what he'd just said in my still drunken state. yeah I'd decided I was definitely still drunk, this was no hangover...well not yet anyway, although it wouldn't be far away.

"Urgh Lucas I could bang both your heads together. I get you've all had it rough but Jesus Christ man you only live once. Just be honest with her, tell her the truth about how you feel and lets finish this god damn holiday on a high, because as much as I love you both dude all I want is to drink sunbathe and spend time with Jenny" he ranted storming off into our hotel we'd just reached

"Logan" I shouted after him immediately regretting the noise of my own voice as I started walking wobbly trailing behind him

"Lucas just get into that room and both of you sort yourselves out" he ranted as we reached our room and he swung the door open

"Jen, come on babe, leave these two too it" he yelled into the room before I could even open my mouth to protest, and babe what the hell, where did babe come from. I mean I know they were at it earlier on but jeez that went from a quick fuck to babe. Unless theres something I've missed all this time being so wrapped up in myself and Amber all these years.

I could hear Jen muttering something to whom I can only presume was Amber as she stormed out of the room slamming the door into the wall even wider

"Lucas Powell do you know what a grade A prick you are?" she spat walking over to me as I leaned against the wall in hopes I wouldn't fall down

"I've been worried sick.....Don't you ever and i mean ever pull a stunt like that again. Do you understand" she sighed wrapping her arms around me with a mixture or relief and anger

"Jen..." I tried to say only to be interrupted

"Urgh Luc you smell like a brewery, please tell me you're still not pissed up" she scoffed wrinkling her nose up after getting a whiff of my stench

I didn't know what to say, I couldn't even have said anything if I could have found the words, I was still pissed up, I could barely stand let alone face the love of my life in a few minutes and grovel like my life depended on it

"Just get in there and make this right Luc" she sighed kissing my cheek an d grabbing my shoulders in my hands

"Good luck, you're going to need it" she said as the corner of her mouth turned up into a smirk

"Dare I ask" I muttered dreading what was going to come, how after everything that had happened my angel, my Amber was going to see me in the state I was in now.

"Could go two ways, fingers crossed for the good way" she smiled sweetly as Logan grabbed her waist and started leading her down the corridor 

"Lucas sort this shit out" he snapped at me pointing to the wide open door before turning back around and focusing his attention on Jen who was happily nestled into his side .

How was I going to do this, how was I going to make this right. I don't know if its because my brain wasn't working how it should due to the sheer amount of drink I consumed last night or if I literally had no clue how to make it right with the love of my life but as I dragged my drunk ass off the wall and heaved my legs into gear I had no clue what was going to happen when I stepped through that door and closed it behind me.....

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