Number Neighbors ➵ Percabeth

➵ six

➵ anytime wise girl x

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*seaweed brain 🌊*

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hey u up?

always

im sorry about blowing you off earlier but I really need someone to talk to now

whatcha need ?

this is gonna sound strange but could you like distract me

please

oh yes
Lemme tell you about this dream I had the other day

honestly I'm v surprised you slept at all

shush
anyway in my dream the greek gods were real, like the ones you learn about in school but weren't paying attention to.

oof I actually loved learning about them.

i probably would of too if i wasn't such a rebel who had a reputation to uphold

really?

I am very cool

anyway, me and my friends were demigods except one who had goat legs, one was a cyclops and another was a weird fortune teller person and green smoke kept coming out of her mouth

she should probably get that checked out. green smoke doesn't sound very good for you.

lol probably not

then for some reason we all had to get on this big boat that had a dragon and a flying table and I'm 87% sure I fell into a big hole and drank fire.

your mind is a weird place

that's not even the weirdest part.
when we got to where we needed to go we decided to fight the earth,,,, like literally the dirt. 

and then my friend exploded while riding the dragon.

also my teacher was a centaur

your mind is a weird weird place

i'm surprised it took you that long to find out wise girl

seriously tho thanks for distracting me <3

anytime <3
u wanna talk about it?

it's nothing
just nightmares

oof mood
do you mind if i ask you what they were about?

actually I probably wouldn't be a very good distracter if you told me

nah its fine.
it's a pretty long story tho

i don't sleep remember, I've got time.

ugh I can't believe I'm telling this to a stranger, some of my closest friends don't know.

you don't have to tell me

no I want to

for some reason it feels like I've known you ages.

I have that affect on people lol

haha

i should probably start from the beginning. when i was like 7 i was in a pretty bad place. my dad was always working. and my step mum hated me because I was my dad's ‘bastard child’ anyway it got too hard and I decided to run away.

obviously I didn't get very far. i had nowhere to go and I was a literal child

but I met two people, one of them was luke. they were the first friends I had ever had. and it was just the 3 of us for years. then when i was 12 and luke was 16 he started getting these crazy ideas. he joined a local gang, at first it was just to scare his dad but he got in really deep, and pressured me to join to. he was really manipulative and got some of our other friends involved to.

i didn't but i felt really guilty about it, like i was betraying him y'know.

eventually it all became too much and he killed himself last year, I was the one that found him.

and that's it really.

gods now im crying

but sometimes I just think that if I had joined I could've helped him or I could have tried harder to get him out while he still could. idk.
I feel like I should have done something.

that really sucks, especially, well everything. but it wasn't your fault. It sounded like you did everything that you could. if you had gotten to close to everything that was going on. you probably would have been sucked in to that mess to and who knows where you would be today.

luke made his own choices, they were bad but he made them himself, you didn't force him to do anything. you can't be responsible for everyone's bad decisions especially when you were only a kid

you did everything that you could that means it's more then not your fault.

thanks seaweed brain that really helped <3
i'm gonna try and get some sleep now, thanks for everything x

anytime wise girl x

night

night