Deja brown

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Chris

Once Deja closed that door behind her I felt my heart brake. It felt like she was never coming back. My baby girl is gone.

"What the hell we gone do now"royalty sat next to me laying her head on me .

"I don't know baby"

"Man shit bout to be hella different around here" Lucas said

"She didn't even say bye to me " My mama said

"Why r u still here" it came out more rude but shit idgaf at this point.

"Excuse me Chris I'm ur mother"

"Yeah that was gone let her son get arrested just cause he didn't want to let his daughter go"

"Chris by law she had to go" she sighed

"But meme u didn't even put much of an effort to save her ." Royalty said

"Royalty stay in a child's place this has nothing to do with u"

"That's where u wrong meme, it has everything to do with me. cause u let them take my sister away from me. u seem to not care about her like I thought u did"

"I do care bout her-"

"Nah u don't , if u did u would have listen to her when she told u she didn't want nothing to do with her mother and u can't blame her for not saying bye to u . This is all ur fault meme" royalty shook her head .

"I'm going to take a nap" she said kissed my cheek and went upstairs.

"Chris why do u have disrespectful ass kids"

"They not disrespectful" I shook my head " I allow my kids to express however they want to " I stood up "I don't really want to talk to u at the moment so u can go home "

"Chris-"

"Ma just go don't u think you've done enough" I walked around her going upstairs and into my room.

I laid on the bed staring at the ceiling as usual. I have to find away to get Deja back . I'm not giving up.

"Hey baby" ammika straddles me kissing my neck

"Come on I'm not in the mood" I waved her off

She sat up "seriously u turning me down"

"Yes now get tf off me" I pushed her off and turned on my side. Seeing Deja essay she wrote for school I haven't read it. I sat up and grabbed it . I scanned through it until she got to me .

"I always wonder what it was like to be loved by both your parents . Yes there was times I wish I had my mom and my biological dad in my life. For all my life I felt like I didn't know who I was or I didn't deserve to be here. I wanted to know my Barbadian side and my Asian side . That was one reason why I learned Vietnamese. I figured if I knew the language then I would have a connection to my Asian side . I was wrong about everything. I didn't need to know where I came from to know who I am. I realized I was lost because I wasn't loved or wanted by many, that all changed when my dad came into my life . Of course it didn't start off good ,I been hurt a lot so I always kept my guard up just so A bitch didn't get hurt anymore" that made me laugh a lil . " my dad showed me What unconditional love was . He never once made me feel like I was adopted . He always treated me like I was his own. Any one can be a father but not everyone can be a dad . To me he was destined to be a dad and I'm glad he picked me to be his daughter . I wouldn't be where I was today with out him. I finally got my family that I always wanted . So my hero is the one and only Christopher Maurice brown AKA my dad. Ya dig!!!!!"

"That girl is a trip" I laughed

Don't worry baby I'm gonna get ya back.