𝐒𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐋𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 ✦ 𝐖𝐨𝐥𝐟𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝

57|self harm

TW: Self harm

Finn|
- you would slam your fingers into drawers/doors
- at first he thought that maybe you were just getting close to screw with his head
- then you did it in a car door
- he watched you put your hand there
- grabs the door as you're going to slam it on your hand
- stares at you for a moment
- the look in your eyes gave it away
- he just shook his head and pulled you into a hug
- taking you to the hospital to get X-rays
- you had four broken fingers
- he was determined to help you

Richie|
- you would burn your hand
- he thought you were just trying to learn a magic trick when he first saw you put the match in your hand
- then he realized it was something more
- no wonder you didn't let him hold that hand
- while you were sleeping he looked at it
- sure enough, there were burn scars all over your hand
- it made him realize that you needed help
- he would go to therapy with you
- he does all the things the therapist say to do so you can get better
- things like 'if you have a negative thought, draw a small flower on your hand'
- he only has one or two flowers while your palm is almost covered
- he tries to be strong for you

Boris|
- you make him hurt you
- he didn't realize it at first
- he thought you were clumsy because you would touch hot pans while he was cooking, bump into him and fall down the stairs, or stick your hand under the knife while he cut something
- then Theo showed him an article on self harm
- he noticed that you did a lot of those things
- he started to blame himself and panic
- he was practically doing it for you
- he found a website where he could talk to a therapist
- he told her about what was happening
- she told him that he should probably have you talk to her
- so he did
- you were mad at him at first
- "I don't fucking self harm. I'm not a crazy person."
- eventually you do open up and slowly started to get better
- he is so proud of you

Tyler|
- You would cut
- he'd noticed it and asked if you were okay
- you said it was nothing
- then you refused to shower/ have sex with him which were two of your favorite things
- so he took a peek while you were asleep
- there were cuts not only on your wrists but you stomach and thighs too
- some of them were bleeding pretty badly
- he had a panic attack and went to his mom
- she drove you two to the hospital
- when you didn't wake up though, that's when Tyler really panicked
- but you woke up halfway through the car ride
- "What the fuck?! Tyler what is-"
- "I saw them. All of them. We're taking you to the hospital."
- like Boris, you were mad at him
- eventually you thanked him though
- he gets worried you'll do that again though

Miles|
- you would constantly put yourself in dangerous situations
- sitting in windowsills
- scaring the horses while you're in their pens
- staying underwater longer than you should've
- Miles would always come to the rescue
- "THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!"
- the look on your face as you avoided eye contact made him see what was going in
- "I'm sorry."
- hugging you
- he reads lots of psychology books
- learns something methods to help you
- does his very best
- tells you what helped him
- way more loving than usual

Trevor|
- you would watch things that make you feel worse
- he would walk in on you watching news stories of people committing suicide
- he thought it was normal until he overheard you saying 'I wonder what my story name will be...'
- he froze
- "What?"
- "I didn't say anything."
- him taking the laptop and going through your history
- all it was were things that made him feel more and more sad
- he had to stop looking at it
- "Bubba, no more sad stories. From now on, you and I will make happy memories whenever you want to watch something sad. How does that sound?"
- ....
- "you don't get a choice."
- "but Trev-"
- "No, it's bad for you. I read about it in AP Psych watching things that make you feel more and more hopeless. That's how you feel right?"
- ....
- "Baby, you don't have to be hopeless. If you talk to me, we'll get through this together. Alright? Yeah?"
- "I guess..."
- "Good, I love you."
- "love you too Trev."