《Albert's pov》
I ran to catch up with goz, even though sometimes he spooked me, we were still good friends "hey so uh, goz?" I asked stuttering, out of breath, he was wiping his hands "yes, albert?" he replied "why did y/n pass out? why was she all.." I tried to find a word "twitchy? why did you have to drug her?" I asked him "well you see, y/n used to be a patient of mine, she went insane because of her parents, this was all before the circus in the sky of course, but she would see hallucinations and she depended on me to keep her safe." goz explained to me "because of anxeity her twitches have gotten worse and worse, I get why it came back, she probably got anxious due to flashbacks." I sat down on the couch in the resting room 'huh' I slightly said.
《your pov》
I woke up, I was the only one awake in the room, I grabbed my clothing and went into the bathroom to change, 'oh crap' I thought as I unfold a shirt 'this is goz's shirt, and I already put my shirt in the laundry chute' I panic and start twitching aggressively, my breath gets shaky 'it's okay, I'll just wear this and put my sweatshirt on over it' I thought
~𝚃𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚜𝚔𝚒𝚙 𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚔𝚎~
《still your pov》
I sit on my bed, texting my best friend
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𝑩𝒐𝒍𝒅=𝒃𝒔𝒇
U𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚍=𝚢𝚘𝚞
hey!! hows the circus?
G𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝!! 𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚢'𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚜𝚘 𝚗𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚎
O𝐡 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝, 𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐧𝐬 𝐮𝐩 😹
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she always sends those dumb cat emojis ironically and it makes me so happy, it's just her.
"what are you smiling at now?" yucko asked me "you dont really care" I replied "yeah your right" he walked off, I giggled to myself. 'man I'm hot' I thought to myself 'it feels like theres a fire behind me' I started to take off my sweatshirt when I realized I had Goz's shirt on, I quickly put it back on as he walked in the room and sat next to me "medication time!" he told me with syringe in hand 'crapcrapcrapcrap' I thought to myself. I rolled up my sleeve revealing his dark and light striped green shirtsleeve I quickly rolled up the second sleeve and looked up at him with an awkward smile on my face, he looked up at me, smiled slightly, and asked "you wore my shirt?" he asked me chucking "yeah uh.." I tried to think of some stupid excuse so I could hide my mistake, I never liked it when people noticed my mistake, blame my parents on that.
"haha never thought that would happen!" he looked like he was blushing as he put the medicine in my arm, he put the bandage on my arm and walked out to clean the syringe, I followed him to the office he worked in "so how do you clean it? I asked goz as he grabbed a towel "watch and you'll learn!" he said enthusiastically "no one ever really has asked that, and explaining it is hard" he explained. I watched him clean it, set it down in its spot and looked slightly down at me, I hugged him, "thank you, for everything, you've been really supportive and you have been helping me through my anxeity, thank you so much, goz" I told him, he hugged back, we stood there for about a minute before I let go, he smiled and was clearly flustered, I think it was a crush fluster though, which confuses me..why would you like a patient?
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𝐡𝐞𝐲! 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐲! 𝐢 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐦 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬! 𝐚𝐥𝐬𝐨 𝐢𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐲 𝐛𝐞 𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐰 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐤.
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♡~lovesick~♡ g0z the clown X !fem! reader
Fanfictionyou join for a role in the circus to become a mime after running away from your abusive parents, but as soon as you meet goz, your life changes more..(lowercase intended)
