《your pov》
I was twitching aggressively when goz walked in, I kind of developed a crush for him? I dont know, but I could tell I was blushing, I was kind of cold, sadly I put my blanket in the laundry chute because I puked the other night out of fear, so I was shivering, luckily I had my sweater, "you okay y/n?" zoozy asked me "your shivering, and you're really red" I looked at him "huh? oh I'm just a little sick today" I lied "yeah, sure" albert mumbled "WHAT DID YOU SAY YOU LITTLE RAT" I yelled at him "yeeeaaaah SURE YOUR SICK" he teased me, holding in his laughs, I crossed my arms and looked away from him "lil rat kid" I whispered albert cracked up over that, me and zoozy stared at him, but then I laughed at zoozy cause him serious looked some dumb "can you idiots shut up" yucko snapped at us walking in between us.
《goz's pov》
I walked to the rest room and sat on the couch, today we have an act at 1pm, I groaned, we its 12:47 right now, we have 10 minutes.
~dᴉʞs ǝɯᴉʇ~
"Hello! I'm goz the clown! and welcome to the circus in the sky!" I said to the crowd enthusiastically, I walked into the big tent "follow me! sit down anywhere!"
《your pov》
I put on my make up and my striped shirt, I then put on my black suspenders and my half mask, I'm so nervous my twitches are so bad I think my necks going to snap in half, I've never done an act before, but we have a plan, if my anxeity gets bad I start hallucinating, I do the train move out of there, or the elevator and go down with father sun.
"please welcome our new act! y/n the mime!" goz yelled excitingly waving me in, I pretended to take a rope and pull myself in, I felt I was in a movie, people were chuckling and I was smiling, suddenly the feeling came back, the feeling of actual immense joy, then two people came out of a room, they were wearing pink bunny masks, they actually were kind of adorbal, they helped my on my act, and everyone loved us, one person I recognized, but I couldnt tell, then i started hallucinating, so I pulled the elevator act and dropped out of there into father suns room under the circus, "hello child" father suns bold voice greeted me "hello father sun" I said shutting my eyes tightly so I dont hallucinate "are you okay?" he asked me, I opened my eyes and saw my parents abusing eachother, my eyes widened and I backed into father sun, "now now child, it's alright, it's not real" he told my helping me up "your perfectly safe here" I looked at him and hugged him, he hugged back "now go back up there" he told me putting me onto the ladder "goodbye father sun" I told him "goodbye, child" he replied as I climbed up to say goodbye to the crowd "y/n!" I heard a voice say, I looked to my right and immediately got hugged, it was bsf/n! "you were great out there! all of you!" she/he told us we all smiled, well, except for yucko, who left a while ago, even if he was here though he wouldnt have smiled. "how'd you know we where doing an act?" I asked her "oh zoozy puts up ads everywhere!" the girl with the bunny mask said to me, "sometimes we tag along!" the boy with the bunny mask added, "oh and this is caroline and Clinton!" zoozy said "we wanted them to be a surprise for you" I looked at bsf/n and smiled suddenly I got a hug from behind, it was goz "ah!" I yelled, goz chuckled, "this is goz, zoozy, and you know who these two are" I told bsf/n "this is your new family huh?" bsf/n asked "yup!" I said smiling, I twitched slightly "well y/n, I love you! I'll see you again at some time!" he/she punched me in the arm playfully and then hugged me, she ran off to catch up with some of our other friends and they all waved goodbye, I smiled and waved, "so were family now?!" albert asked yelling to me then running to hug me, I hugged back, "yes sir!" I told him chuckling climbing onto his shoulders and ruffling his hair smiling, did I mention I was the shortest one there?
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I told you I would write a real chapter today! thanks for 30 reads! it means a lot!
(also sorry about the song, I just thought about the mime from rapunzel while writing the performance lol)
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Fanfictionyou join for a role in the circus to become a mime after running away from your abusive parents, but as soon as you meet goz, your life changes more..(lowercase intended)
