《your pov》
you put on your f/c sweater and blue Jeans, you couldnt wait to take goz to your favorite restaurant, sunnyside cafe, it was basic, but nice and a calm place, you already asked them for a custom order, its little circus tents on cookies."goz! are you ready?" I yelled down the hall "hold on!" he yelled back "where are you going?" albert asked me "on a daaate?" he teased me and ruffled my hair "maayyyybe" I said back "oh really?" he asked surprised, he picked me up and spun me around "congrats bro!" he told me ruffling my hair again, he was like a brother to me, I smiled at goz as he walked out of his room, I ran to him and hugged him, "ready now?" I asked him "mhm" he hugged back, he kissed me on the cheek and I grabbed his hand to drag him out of the house, "bye everyone, see y'all later" I yelled and I closed the door as everyone waved bye, "come on!" I yelled to goz running to my car "okay chill! your way faster than me!" he yelled to me.
when we got to the cafe "okay when I tell you to, cover your ears, or go find a seat, I want the order to be a surprise" I told him, it sounded dumb but it was the whole thing was dumb, we walked in and I told goz to find a seat as I told the cashier what I ordered online, I went to sit over by goz, "I bet I'll love what you got for me" goz told me smiling, I blushed, we got weird stares from people, probably because I'm on a date with a clown "Yes I'm here with a clown, stop staring at us!" I yelled to the people staring, everybody quickly looked away, a family there stopped muttering but kept staring, I got up, "is there a problem?" i ask them politely "your with a clown! yes theres a problem!" the mom told me "that's really not your problem" I snapped back, i looked at goz, he looked like he was going to cry, i got even more pissed "are you kidding? it's a huge problem! are you sick? I mean a clown?" the dad told me, i slammed my hand on my table "I'm allowed to love who I want! no matter who the hell they are! you hear me!?" i looked back at goz, he was crying 'you fxcking axxholes made my baby cry' I thought, the family stared in shock now, "goz were leaving, we'll get the food later" I said to him politely, I grabbed his hand and brought him outside "listen you shouldnt let them get to you, they dont know you like I do" I told him, I hugged him "I'm sorry there are stupid people in this world, I kissed him, "it just hurt" he told me "I know it did, it hurt me too, I'll do anything to defend you, no matter what" I hugged him, he wiped his tears "I'm going to get the cookies, I'll be right back, here" I gave him the keys "start the car for me" i smiled at him and he smiled back, i walked into the cafe "y/n?!" i got called to pick up my cookies, I smiled and payed for them, I walked out to the car and opened the door, goz was smiling, almost crying again, "what's this?" he asked smiling "cookies!" I gave them to him and closed the door, i walked around to the drivers side and climbed into the car, goz kissed me on the cheek and i smiled, clearly flustered, "I love you y/n" goz told me smiling, "I love you too, goz" i said smiling back, just as I was about to pull out of my spot, I heard knocking on my window, I turned and my expression immediately changed.
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Sorry for the slow updates! I've been kind of stressed lately, but I tried to make up for it by adding some drama i love you guys!
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Fanfictionyou join for a role in the circus to become a mime after running away from your abusive parents, but as soon as you meet goz, your life changes more..(lowercase intended)