Meant To Be

Little Drops

"Your good deeds might seem invisible, 

but they leave a trail that is imprinted on the hearts of others."

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"No, no—I can't." Gulf said after getting close to the stretcher, which caused him to turn his back at it quickly.

"Hey—hey." Mew quickly stood in front of him when younger tried to walk towards the door.The doctor was watching his with surprised eyes since he saw all the drama from before and he was actually curious about what was happening.Cause usually nobody allowed the fertile ones to be this free, some people were really nice to them but still the way this boy created a mess like few minutes ago wasn't really common.

"God..." Gulf covered his face with his hands and sighed, obviously having issues again.

"Gulf—it will be fine." Mew grabbed the boy's arms as he stepped closer. "Let's just make it quick, okay? You will feel so much better after it's done." He said in a soft tone and it caused Gulf to pull his hands away from his face to look at him.Older could see how disturbed he was, he really didn't want it and he was literally begging Mew with his eyes.

"Sooner is better." Mew raised his eyebrows as he looked at Gulf. "Let's make it quick and find something to eat." He rubbed the boy's arm softly and after another deep sigh, Gulf just nodded.He knew he had to do this, now or later, he had to.

His mind stopped working when he layed down, he didn't even realize it when the doctor put some gel on him.He was staring right at the ceiling, one part of him still denied the fact that he was actually carrying a live inside him but other part was kind of curious.Out of nowhere he started to feel curious after laying down on that stretcher.But still he didn't even take a glance at the monitor, he focused on the ceiling.

"Everything seems fine for now." The doctor said after few minutes and Gulf just gulped, straightening up when he handed him a paper towel. "But you seem unhealthy, I checked the other results they sent before you came and---" he suddenly looked at Mew instead of the boy. "He is not even on his ideal weight and during pregnancy he needs to gain even more than that."

Gulf saw Mew nodding with a serious face, like he knew the doctor was gonna bring this up.But he didn't say anything, he was the damn main character in the room but he still denied, so he wiped his stomach before pulling his shirt down again.

"I'm going to be honest with you since you seem like you are already having difficulties." He said while looking at Gulf. "The next 3 months will be really rough since your body needs to create some space for the baby, cause you are not a woman and half of this process will be about your body actually recognizing this." He kept explaining and Gulf just listened quietly, not saying or asking anything. "For now let's not scare you more." He smiled, realizing his stiff face and thinking about the actions from before, this boy's situation was obviously more complicated than others. "I will only say that since your fertile side showed itself really late, it will be more difficult for your body to get ready for this.Morning sickness are gonna start, they can be a little much—" he looked at Mew with that. "Don't worry about it, since he is a rare one, symptoms can be tougher than the normal ones.That's why you need to visit me a lot, just to be sure." He turned at Gulf again. "You will get used to it after the first few times, I'm not that scary." He smiled before rolling his chair back to the monitor.