Strangers | sope✔️

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Yoongi: why did you go over to jins🥺

Hobi: ohhhh

Hobi: i wanted to stay

Hobi: but it was the thing about talking

Hobi: don't get me wrong

Hobi: i do want to talk about it

Hobi: but just like

Hobi: not face to face

Yoongi: yeah okay

Yoongi: i get that

Yoongi: do you want to talk over text or something

Hobi: yeah okay

Hobi: but i don't exactly know where to start

Yoongi: well erm

Yoongi: i mean i didn't do psychology or anything so i dunno

Yoongi: wait i have an idea

Hobi: go on-

Yoongi: like obviously you don't have to

Yoongi: but ages ago

Yoongi: you said you had that childhood trauma or whatever

Yoongi: do you want to talk about that

Hobi: i erm-

Yoongi: please don't feel pressured

Yoongi: you don't have to if you don't want to

Hobi: no i do

Hobi: it's just i've never told anyone about this

Yoongi: well take you time and that

Hobi: yeah

Hobi: it was when i was like 16

Hobi: this probably sounds so weird

Yoongi: hey

Yoongi: don't worry about it

Yoongi: just take you time

Yoongi: i'm here for you

Hobi: 🥺*sheads tear*

Hobi: so like when i was 16

Hobi: i dyed my hair orange

Hobi: abit like jimins was

Hobi: i erm

Hobi: we air let me show you a picture of it so i can prepare myself to say it

Yoongi: okay that's fine

Hobi:

Yoongi: it looks so good🥺🥰

Hobi: haha thanks

Hobi: my grandad didn't think that

Yoongi: tell me about it seokie

Yoongi: i can help you

Hobi: but he didn't like it

Hobi: he said i looked like a faggot in it

Hobi: i mean i was

Yoongi: that still doesn't give him an excuse to use it

Yoongi: i dont know what happened

Yoongi: but it sounds like he was saying as an insult

Hobi: yeah i guess so

Hobi: i think that where my dad got being homophobic from

Hobi: when i would go over to his

Hobi: i erm

Hobi: i don't know how to put this

Hobi: but he would drag me into the spare room and rip the hair out of my head

Hobi: sometimes he would do it so much that my scalp would bleed

Yoongi: seokie:(

Hobi: it was fine once we moved

Hobi: i didn't see him much

Hobi: but it still scared me

Hobi: i didn't tell anyone about this

Hobi: and that's why no one else in the group knew

Hobi: when i went to high school

Hobi: i met this boy called theo

Yoongi: is that your ex:(

Hobi: yeah:/

Yoongi: i think jimin told me about him

Yoongi: didn't he transfer to another school

Hobi: yeah

Hobi: a bit after we broke up

Hobi: but when we where dating

Hobi: a few months into the relationship i told him

Hobi: but he just used it against me

Hobi: when i didn't do something that he wanted me to do

Hobi: he said he would rip my hair out like my grandad did

Yoongi: omg hobi i can't believe you have kept this to yourself

Hobi: it's fine

Hobi: i learned to deal with it

Yoongi: but it still doesn't change when he did to you😠

Yoongi: i will kill him

Hobi: cute

Hobi: i guess that was why i didn't dye my hair from decline year of highschool till last month

Hobi: i was scared of what people would say

Hobi: jimin kept asking me to dye it when we where together

Hobi: i just got emotional and said i didn't want to

Yoongi: hobi🥺

Hobi: but it's fine

Hobi: it's in the past

Yoongi: still😠

Yoongi: can you come back around

Yoongi: i want to comfort you🥺

Hobi: it's fine yoongi don't worry

Yoongi: yeah b...but

Hobi: are you okay yoonie🥺

Yoongi: no😔

Hobi: okay i'll be back in two minutes and give you cuddles

Yoongi: thankyou🥺🥰

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can we just talk about how much i hate my writing in this fan fic🤠

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