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(disclaimer: I am not a Christian by no means. I DO NOT follow the teachings of the bible, This is all for the purpose of the story. So if something is inaccurate i apologize and hope you know that i mean no disrespect about it)

I sat in church that Sunday beside my mother listening to the preacher talk about everything i was currently struggling with

"Happy are those who remain faithful under trials, because when they succeed in passing such a test, they will receive as their reward the life which God has promised to those who love him. If we are tempted by such trials, we must not say, "This temptation comes from God." For God cannot be tempted by evil, and he himself tempts no one. But we are tempted when we are drawn away and trapped by our own evil desires. Then our evil desires conceive and give birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, gives birth to death. (James 1:12-15)"

Shame washed over me in waves as i adverted my eyes. In my peripheral i could see my mother nodded agreeing with every word that the pastor was speaking. I felt my brown skin flush with heat. I was so embarrassed that i had fallen for the very things i had swore i would never

It didn't matter to me that it was only in my mind, it was still sinful thinking

It was such a strange thing sin. It felt entirely too good to be wrong even though i knew it was. I suddenly understood the addiction to drugs and other vices. Even just a fleeting moment of the bliss was worth almost anything

I suddenly realized I was naïve, and just how disastrous that nativity could be. i had never before felt any of the things i was taught to avoid and not pursue. I didn't know then how it felt. Now that i did, I thought  everyone i had previously  listened to were unquestionably demented

The pleasure of these sinful things were so impossible to resist. If this was indeed supposed to be a test by the lord, than i was surely being set up to  fail

"The mind governed by the flesh is death, but the mind governed by the Spirit is life and peace. Romans 8:6"  Th preacher said as i ruminated in my distracted  thoughts

Maybe he was right I thought. Maybe my mind was shamefully governed by the flesh. I would try harder i decided. I could beat this addiction. I had lived all 25 years of my life without these sinful things, it couldn't be that difficult to do it again

Once church was over my mother guilted me into coming over for her weekly sunday dinner. She had one every Sunday just in case i decided stop by

I rarely did. 

I felt badly about that, given that i was her only child, but my mother had a way of always making me feel inadequate, Like she could pick every single sin printed across my skin and berate me about it

Attempting to live up to her standard of perfection had me running for the hills. Either i was not studying my bible enough, not coming to church often enough, I had found no respectable husband yet, the list went on and on

I wanted to make her proud so i resolved to try harder,  to resist temptation like the preacher had said. I dint want to believe I was that weak. That easily swayed. I could do this

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All my good intentions flew through the window that night when i dreamed of him again

He came to me full of fiery impatience., smelling of sin and desire. I didn't think of all the wrong i was doing. the sin I was committing or the reprimanding words of my preacher. All i thought of was him and the exquisite way he always made me feel

GOD who was this dream man? why couldn't he be my reality?

He kissed me sucking on my tongue as he delved as deep as he could go; My moans  stifled by his sinful lips

I curled my fingers into the nape of his neck excitement making me cream a flood. He grunted as he moved his mouth down my neck biting harshly

"SSSSSSS" I hissed in pleasure

His hands groped on his way down my body, He gave My bare nipples a tongue lashing as he swallowed half my breast into his fiery mouth

My pussy leaked even more as i cried out

I desperately wished I could see his face as he devoured my hardened peaks

His breathing was a labored as my own and i was sure i would come with just his sinful mouth on me alone. He liked a trail down to my pussy leaving marks as he went,  like a treasure map to my pleasure center 

He moved his kisses down and gave me a long leisurely lick up my sopping cunt.

"Ughh" i groaned the pleasure was so amazing i was speechless

I never felt such freedom before

Sexual freedom

Without the judgment and the reprimanding 

He latched his sensually full lips onto my core and sucked hard

"AHHH!!! YESS" I felt like a wanton woman with the words spewing from my mouth but i couldn't seem to stop myself from spilling them

I clawed his silky hair urging him on as i  rotated my hips and pushed my pussy further into his seeking mouth

The sound  of my phone ringing interrupted my dream and i snapped my eyes open, surveying my empty room. Somehow i had hoped he would still be in it 

I fought to caught my breath and stave off the irritation growing in my chest

I rushed out of the bed and grabbed my phone from the living room

"Yes" i grumbled

"nicey is everything ok?"  my mothers voice filtered through the line, dashing my previous mood instantly

I glanced at the clock hanging on my living room wall. it read 10:45, She had never called me this late before

"Yes mother i am fine, its late is something wrong?"

"No i just...you seemed a little troubled at dinner tonight. i wanted to make sure everything was ok. You know you could talk to us about anything sweetie"

Really? Could I tell you how i desire to be drilled so thoroughly and repeadlty like a common whore by a man not my husband.  I somehow doubt it 

"Momma i am fine don't  worry. I've just been stressed with work that's all, but i have to wake up early so i have to go. I'll call you soon ok" 

"Ok honey we love you"

"I love you guys too"  i replied as i hung up.

I knew I wasn't going back to sleep, i was tooo aroused and alert. So i walked to the bathroom instead; hoping a shower would soothe and calm my fired up nerves

As i removed my silk night gown i gasped in shock

There were a mass of love bites all over my body in the exact trail he had made...........


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