Sinking Alphabets

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Dark clouds stay and stay and stay for long,
They surround me more often than people.

They rain and rain and rain continuously,
Until my skin starts to peel off.

I cry and cry and cry in loneliness,
But no one care to notice the puffy eyes.

I scream and scream and scream in my head,
The silence haunts me more than anything.

I destroy and destroy and destroy everything in reach,
To make them feel the pain I bear all the time.

I stay quiet and quiet and quiet to pretend,
Everything is okay by masking a smile on my face.

I hate and hate and hate myself again,
Blaming myself for every mistake.

I try and try and try overtime but failed,
Still hoping this cycle would ever end.