Capturing Mine

Chapter 35: Abnormal Heartbeats

We did it, we made love, and I don't regret what happened just now. In fact, I feel... different. Maybe, it's wrong, but it feels right for me. We both wanted this, weren't we? But she's drunk and you know that she's losing her sanity when she is! Ano na lang ang sasabihin niya bukas? Paano na lang kayo matapos ang gabing ito? Paano na lang ang pagkakaibigan namin? Tsk, forget it. Sabi nga sa Holy Bible ni Matthew sa chapter six, ‘Do not worry about tomorrow, let tomorrow worry about itself.’ Who am I to disobey that? So, for now, I'll hug this pretty woman who's peacefully asleep beside me. I'm too tired and all I want is to cuddle until the early bird chirps.

Diane's POV

Nagising ako nang dahil sa mahigpit na pagkakayakap ng tao mula sa likod ko. Hindi naman na ako dapat pang magtaka, it surely is Jacob. Siya lang naman ang lagi kong katabi sa kama sa tuwing may sleepover kami, vacation or something like that. To tell you the truth, I regret drinking whatever he's been giving to me last night, it'd caused me too much of a headache, a pain in the ass hangover. I want to move but I'm too lazy kaya mamaya na lang. Ang bigat kaya ng braso ni beb, and I know for sure, it's still too early so I'll just take a nap first.

I let my eyes fell close again pero wala pa yatang dalawang segundo nang maramdaman kong gumalaw ang tao sa likuran ko. I ignored him but I can't ignore what he did the next. He moves his face closer to my nape and nuzzles it as his body moves closer to mine. What he did flutters the butterflies inside my stomach as my heart beats quick. I feel like my breathing stops for a moment due to what he is doing to me. I opened my eyes as I wanted to react 'cause it tickles but I felt something unusual between the two of us. I mean it literally and physical, and I confirmed that after I felt something that's poking my behind as his lower body moves. We are having a serious skinship, naked and warm. Fuck.

“Good morning, beb,” he muttered with his bedroom voice.

My eyes shuts firmly after I felt his breath on my ear as well as my neck. It's so sexy and kind of shivering that made me want to move away from him but I can't and I think, I forget how to move as well. I should be shouting and cursing what was happened and what is happening but I feel like I am invalid at the moment. All I am wishing while I am acting asleep is that I wish him off the bed already, out of the room so that I could move freely without a sight of him. Of course, it had not been granted too soon. It took him about ten minutes before getting off from me, my body, and the bed to get inside the bathroom. Saka lang ako kumilos nang marinig ko ang pagsarado ng pinto at ang pagdaloy ng tubig mula rito. Mabigat ang katawan kong kumilos at napamura na lang ako nang maramdaman ko na ang klase ng sakit na hindi ko dapat na nararamdaman. Nasabunutan ng kaliwang kamay ko ang sarili ko habang mariing nakapikit at pilit na iniinda ang sakit sa isang parte ng katawan ko pero hindi ito nakatulong. I just feel more pain, not just from my womanhood but to every inch of my body.

“What have you done, self?” inis na tanong ko sa sarili ko bago pinilit na kumilos.

Tumayo ako at pilit na inalalayan ang sarili ko hanggang sa mapulot ko ang mga damit kong nagkalat sa sahig. Mabilis ko itong isinuot at saka nilingon ang orasan.

“I wish, they're still on bed at this hour,” I murmured before reaching for my things.

I immediately ran out of the room, afraid that he'll see me. It's too sad 'cause it's my place but it is I who's adjusting. I just shook my head along with that thought as I now slowly walk downstairs. Feeling ko, may tae ako sa puwet kaya hindi ako makalakad nang maayos. Pinipilit ko namang ayusin ang lakad ko kaso hindi ko talaga magawa. Sobrang sakit talaga ng nararamdaman ko sa pagitan ng mga hita ko, kung alam niyo lang.

I stop walking after I reached the foot of the staircase. Pakiramdam ko, hinahati ako. Wala akong nagawa kung hindi ang kumapit nang mariin sa handrail ng hagdan at sa handle ng bag kung nasaan ang mga gamit ko. Muli kong sinubukang maglakad at kahit na hirap ay nagawa ko naman. I need to reach the bathroom in the kitchen, I need a hot tub.