"Feel the weight of the world
Over me, tonight
If I break, if I break down this time
Hope you know I triedMy mind's such a mess
I can't handle it
I'm at the end of my rope
I'm so sick of this
Just so over it
Why won't you let me let goMy neck is breaking, body shaking
Sometimes it's so hard to breathe
But no one sees it follows me
I always end up underneath
The weight of the worldI don't like, like myself very much
Despite all your kind words
Can't explain why I'm hurting myself
But it feels deservedMy mind's such a mess
I can't handle it
I'm at the end of my rope
I'm so sick of this
I'm so over it
Why won't you let me let goMy neck is breaking, body shaking
Sometimes it's so hard to breathe
But no one sees it follows me
I always end up underneathThese thoughts won't rest
I can't forgive
I overthink until I'm sick
I'm too damn tired
Too worn to fight
I don't feel strong enough
To leave on the light
To leave on the lightMy neck is breaking, body shaking
Sometimes it's so hard to breathe
But no one sees it follows me
I always end up underneath
The weight of the worldThe weight of the world
Weight of the world
Feel the weight of the world
Over me tonight..."
"Why do I ruin everything..? There are better people who've died that would be better alive, than me.. I shouldn't exist but I do... I keep asking myself this everyday in vain.. But no answer..."