I wake up to the sunlight coming through my windows. Ugh i love peaceful mornings like this. I get up and go to change. I think i'll call avani to come hang with me today. I put this on :
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I put on some light make up brush my teeth, brush my hair, and go to my nightstand to text avani. I unlock my phone to see that i have an unseen text from nick. I open it to find :
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OKAY WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK ?! WHAT DO YOU MEAN A BREAK ?! WHAT THE FUCK ?!!! Oh my god this is not okay, i am not okay, FUCK ! i could literally feel my tears running down my face. I need an explanation. I go downstairs grab the car keys and go out. I get in the car and start driving. I don't get it, did i do something wrong ? I'm so confused right now. After thirty minutes of me freaking out i arrive in front of the hype house. I park my car and get out. I don't even knock on the door and open it. I see a bunch of familiar faces turn around in surprise. Some of them were about to greet me when i cut them off. "Sorry guys i cant talk right now." They looked surprised but that was the last thing on my mind right now. I go up to nick's room and open the door to find him laying down on his bed playing on his phone. As soon as he sees me he gets up and looks at me in shock. "What the fuck ?!" I say storming in. "Sit down, i think you deserve an explanation." I do as he says and look at him with an expression of anger, sadness and confusion all at the same time. "Okay. So, y/n, you're a wonderful girl you really are and you did absolutely nothing wrong but i think we rushed into things." "W-what..?" "I just.. i think it's better if we stop seeing each other i'm sorry i just dont think that i'm ready to take this relationship to the next level, i think we moved too fast, i'm sorry." "But i thought you liked me." "That's the problem.." he mumbles so that i cant hear him. "What did you say ?" "Nothing, nothing. Look i'm sorry y/n, i know i'm being an asshole right now. I just think we moved to fast, i'm sorry." "...." "Y/n i'm so sor-" "No no it's ok. I mean, i understand. It's true, we've only known each other for a week and we're already kissing and acting like a couple in such a short period of time. Your right, it's just that... Even if we've known each other for a couple of days, i-.. i got attached to you..." He looked at me with sadness in his eyes. As if this was even harder for him. Heh.. i wish. "Thank you nick.. but, i need to go. Bye.."
He didn't have the time to respond that i was already out of his room. I storm down and run towards the door. I get a lot of worried looks and some of my friends try and stop me, in vain. I run towards my car but before i get in it i turn around to look at this house one last time since i won't be visiting for a long time. I turn around to see nick watching me on his balcony. It looks like he's crying a little bit... no it's probably my imagination. I get into my car and drive off. I put on some xxxtentacion and just start sobbing. I'm so stupid, why did i get attached to him so much in such a short period of time. I don't have the strength to face the boys right now so i go to Avani's house. I really need some comforting and vanilla ice cream right now. I get out of the car and ring the doorbell. The door starts opening revealing a very shocked best friend. I dont blame her, i probably look terrifying with mu smudged mascara. "Oh y/n..." she says giving me a hug. We hugged for what felt like an eternity. We then went to her room and she explained everything to her mom who was very understanding and offered that i stay here for a few days. I thanked her and placed a blanket on top of my head and held onto it. Avani then came to sit down next to me. "What happened ?" She asked taking my hand. I show her the text that i got from nick last night. Her eyes widened. "That's impossible. Nick would never do that. He really liked you." "Yeah i know but he said that we kinda rushed things, which is true, and that he wasn't ready to take our relationship to the next level." "Oh.. Yeah that makes more sense.. At least he didn't lead you on." "True. But it still kinda hurts." "I know babe. Give me hug." She comes closer and we cuddle. "I'm taking this surprisingly well though. I only cried twice." "Haha proud of you bebe. You want some ice cream ?" "Yes please !" "On it." She says as she gets out of the room. I take my phone out to text josh that i'll be staying with avani for a couple of days. She comes back with some vanilla ice cream. We cuddle and watch some Netflix. "It's good that we're on good terms though." I say looking at avani. She turns around and looks at me. "Do you think you can be friends ?" "Yeah definitely.... just not right now." She gives me a kiss on the cheek and we continue watching netflix. I honestly had a nice time. But i got really tired so i told her that i'm gonna go to sleep. I ask her to lend me some pajamas and she does just that. After i put them on, i do my night routine and me and avani get into bed. I close my eyes and drift off to sleep. What a shitty day.
