Kill Him Not | KookV

21 : Somewhat Anger

Warning : mentions of s*icide

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"Look at me Petal."

His Petal does not want to maintain any eye contact whatsoever. It's because he's in a deep state of emotional anger. Sure he loves his Kookie but he's setting boundaries against his own family.

"Please Petal." Apparently there was still no given response. The boy kept eating his dinner of red bean paste and nothing else. He didn't plan to eat but he was starting to get hungry so he went for something instant.

"I apologize for my behavior." The apology had given the boy nothing but a surprise. Just imagine Jeon Jungkook apologizing is amazing.

Finally their gaze met. There Taehyung finally understand how the stars in his eyes were in the verse of tears. He can somewhat felt he grief Jungkook felt.

"Finally." Somewhat broken his voice was, he finds himself in a better bliss. "Petal, I have a reason to why I acted that way."

"What?" So there was a reason?

"Perhaps I was jealous." Jungkook sighs "I envy to be forgotten by you especially when you declared to not live with me any longer."

Jealous? Something very trivial and family relation could just be the only thing Jungkook could never understand to his bones. Yes, he knows how he was treated in the past so perhaps that's why he was jealous.

Jealous of seeing a happy family.

But it feels too easy to forgive him. Maybe Jungkook is only pouring sweet words just to melt his heart. "I have a test tomorrow and now my head feels too heavy to function."

Jungkook isn't too worried about that "Even if you do not study this night, I am positive you will do fine." Jungkook might be sure because he's not the one who's taking it. Taehyung isn't too happy for that.

"Will you accept my apology?"

To the most honest he does. Wants to accept it because of his soft feelings for Jungkook. It's only his surging fears that the man would continue doing the same behavior, to separate him and his brother apart.

"I donno."

Jungkook puts out a slight pout before he carries the boy with hands on the boy's waist and ass. Taehyung has his feet to actually not touch the ground as he's being carried around to the kitchen counter. "Kookie t-that's high!"

Maybe it wasn't high but it was very unexpected for him to do that.

"I will not allow you to come down until you accept my apology."

This is very stupid. Taehyung gets down the counter but as the older does not permit, he was put back up again. This repeated countless of times before Taehyung got bored of it.

"You can't be serious.." he's basically grounding him to the kitchen counter and Jungkook has all the strength he needs to make sure he doesn't leave.

"Oh but I am."

Jungkook caress his thigh that was presented to him. The texture of his skin feels like what a new born baby would have and he loves it. The amount of space they have is unbelievably narrow as he keeps on leaning.

Rather than uncomfortable, the boy feels the supreme amount of lust that Jungkook is clearly pouring towards him. He lets himself be touched and leans in because he knows a kiss is what they both prefer.

Both has their eyes closed and bodies pressing against each other pressing the kiss even further from tongue to tongue.

Jungkook moves his tongue to trail down to his neck and lightly punches the boy's clamping nipples.

Taehyung breaths heavily as he holds Jungkook's hair. He feels the slight bliss of the lips that showers his body with suck like kiss.

"Forgive me?"

Jungkook wins over him so easily with lots and lots of affection. How could Taehyung possibly not forgive him.

Even when he finally got off of the counter, both made their way to the bedroom and let's just say the little one didn't get to study.

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But even as he didn't study and his brain almost lost function just by looking at the questions, he was able to pass it by a miracle. A somewhat man made miracle that is.

He was sure he didn't know that much about the paper exam but the goddess of miracle had celebrate to the fullest.

"I passed it like a fly!" Taehyung celebrates very jolly towards his achievements. Who's to say that he'll never know it was Jungkook's influence that made it easier.

He then shows the text message he received from Jimin and his brother. Both had congratulated him for his hard work.

"I am very proud of you." Jungkook smiles as he rubs his head gently "To be suicidal is not an option as it once was, yes?"

Jungkook was the first to froze. What did he just said...?

"What..?" Taehyung was sure he didn't mistake those sacred words that he is very familiar with. It took him some time to understand the difficulties of Jungkook's placement of words but whenever he caught it or not, that word is still there.

He can't believe what he's hearing and Jungkook can't believe what he had just spilled accidentally.

"Pardon my foul language. It had slip out of my vocabulary without any meaning to it." Jungkook wish he could cover it well. Fuck, he probably can't at this point.

Taehyung doesn't believe that "The S word.."

Jungkook believes he knows what he's talking about. "Yes, it was my mistake-"

"Please don't say the S word again.." Because he's deeply effected by it.

"Yes." Jungkook chews his lip "Yes, I promise to not mention the word ever again."