Focusing

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Can we talk about this for a moment.
Like why is online school much more tiring that real life school...
I don't get it I legit wake up at whatever time I want but the moment I open up Google classrooms I'm greeted by 15 notifications and 6 private messages from that one teacher that gives me a mountain full of fucking anxiety.
It's come to the point where I start my work at like 8pm and hope that I can reach the deadline.

Notification 2.29am

Friend: my life is at shambles at this point

Other friend: only at this point?

Idk I watched a short documentary the other day on how quarantine can really affect your mental health if you don't take care of it properlly.
So you better be taking care, if your reading this and youre my irl friend or not you BETTER BE TAKING CARE.

As a person I find it really hard to text people. Texting in general isnt a hard task but something I can't focus on.
With texting you have to wait for another person's reply and I usually get side tracked when the conversations been going on for like 10 mind. Unless its a really serious or interesting subject we're talking about I will most likely find it hard to pay attention to the conversation
It's not that I don't care its just that I have this problem where I can't focus on one thing at a time. OK e.g.

Someone's texting me on instagram
While waiting for their response I scroll through Instagram and not respond to them. I look at their reply and unless it's not important or interesting or such n such I'll just ignore our convo.

Bottom line:
If youre gonna text me for a long time, chances are that imma lose focuz of the direction of the convo and not pay attention half way.
Pls call me instead if you can.

*also I have a really low attention span so yell at me if I start blanking out*

*also I have a really low attention span so yell at me if I start blanking out*

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Love you

7/5/20

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