me, luke and samantha went to louis house and we listened to his album
"when is freddie coming?" i asked
"well i've been trying to get a hold of briana but she doesn't answer" he said
"have you talked on the phone lately?" luke asked
"well it was about a month ago i talked to him" louis said "look at this picture"
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"o my god he looks so cute" i smiled
"he misses aunt kelsey" louis said
two of us came on over the speakers
i stayed silent the song
"hey are you ok" luke asked
"what's wrong" louis asked
i start crying
"you wrote this song for mom and every time it just makes me cry" i wiped my tears
luke hugged me
"it hurts me too i promise you" louis hugged me
"but it makes me cry even more when you sang "the day that they took you, i wish it was me instead"' i cried
"come over here" louis hugged me
me and louis hug for a long time at least until the next song
we finished the whole album
we heard crying
"shh it's ok" luke calmed samantha down
louis was in the kitchen
"what's wrong?" i asked
"nothing" he didn't look at me
"what's wrong!" i said
"it just hurts me when you full on cry when two of us comes on and then it makes me miss mom and fiz" he said
"i'm just so emotional about mom and fizzy" i said
"but on a good note, i'm happy that you and luke are happy and you guys have a daughter" he smiled
"me and luke have considered to adopt another kid"i said
"but you guys can have one!" he said
"yes but i talked to luke about adopting and he would like it but the reason i told him about adopting because at one of my doctor appointment the doctor said that samantha was a miracle i was never supposed to have kids of my own after samantha i shouldn't try for another one and consider adopting" i said
"are you ok with not having a baby of your own?" he asked
"yea i'm fine" i smiled
"hey kels we should start heading home it's almost 11" luke popped his head into the kitchen
