Flights (Jack and Jack)

Nash's reasoning

Jack Js POV

I arrived back at the hotel alone. Cameron wanted to spend the night with Nash. As I walked up the stairs to the floor we were all staying on I noticed a lack of noise and life around me. I found my key card and swiped it in the door for Jacks and my room and I found him sat on the bed looking down at his phone. When he heard the door open he looked up at me.
'Hey babe.' He said, standing up and kissing my cheek 'how was cameron.' He asked

'He was ok, I've left him there, he wanted to stay.' I replied honestly.

'And how was nash?' Jack asked

'He seemed alright I suppose. given the circumstances I think he's doing amazingly.' I replied, plugging my phone into it's charger.

'So I hear you kissed Taylor again.' Jack said to me nonchalantly

'Where did you hear that?' I asked

'Shawn kinda let everyone know.' Jack replied and he smiled to me 'so youre not denying it?' he asked with a raised eyebrow

'Whats the point in denying something when you already know the facts. But i didn't kiss him back Jack.' I said, even though it may be a slight lie.

'Taylor told me that too.' He said 'thats why Im not shouting at you if you were wondering.' He said calmly

'So youre not angry at me?' I asked

'Not at you no, at Taylor.' He said before coming over to me and wrapping his arms around my waist. 'how about after this is all over we go apartment hunting together. I'm not letting you move away from me. I can't lose you.' Jack said

'That sound's like a plan.' I replied. Leaning up and kissing his cheek gently. We were about to kiss more but we heard a knock at the door so Jack moved to open it. Hayes was stood there with Aaron looking at me.

'How was my brother.' Hayes asked

'He was ok hayes, you haven't got anything major to worry about.' i replied

'apart from the fact he could be in a wheelchair you mean, what am I meant to do then? I wont be able to play ball with him anymore.'

'Hayes, nash will be ok, i promise.' I spoke softly and hayes took it before following aaron back down the corridor towards their room. I looked back at jack once i closed the door.

'Do you want me to get my laptop out now, then we can start looking for apartments?' Jack asked

'Sure, go for it.'

Cameron's POV

I saw nash laying down in his bed. He was looking away from me. I came in and pulled up a comfy chair beside nash. He turned his head round slowly so our eyes met in the middle, I could sraight away see the eyes that I fell in love with.

'hi nash.' i said, unsure about what to call him

'hey babe.' well we were obviously still on babe terms

'how's your day been today?' i asked

'since you left this morning? shit.' nash replied with a half smile

'so what did you want to talk to me about then.' i ased

'i just wanted to tell you why i broke up with you, i dont want to hurt you any more than I already have done so I want to tell you why ive done it.' nash said so i nodded in acknowledgment 'i belive that you deserve someone who can look after you everyday with ease, someone who you can have fun with, go for romantic walks with holding hands and eating ice cream. you should be with someone who would run to your house just to be there when you woke up in the mornings. and i broke up with you because i can't give you those things anymore. not when im ike this. i can't walk with you, i cant care for you if ou become sick, i cant run to your house, i cant do any of those things. i cant make love to you or anything cam, and i don;t want you to be held back by me. i want you to ave a happy life with a guy who will treat you like a king, because thats what you are. i lied when i said i didn love you anymore, i could never fall out of love with you cameron, but i have to let you go.' Nash said softly, his voice cracking and breaking at the end and tears slowly falling down from his eyes.

'i dont want to lose you nash.' i said, tears falling from my eyes too, my crying only made nashs worse

'i dont want to lose ou either but this is how its got to be.' nash said, his voice raisning in pitch as he cried harder and harder

'i'm not giving up on you nash grier, im going to help you, im goiing to care fro you.' i said

'you might not give up cameron, but i will. i already have.' nash said, before he rolled back over so i could no longer see his face. the covers rose and fell with his sobs. i sat in the chair, sobbing myself bffore i fell asleep.