The New Addition L.S

Ch.32

Harry

I wake up around 11.
It's different though because my whole life I sleep with out a shirt on a walk around in the morning without one on. But recently since I've been with the boys I haven't been able to because well my cuts.
But today I'm going to walk out there with no shirt on anyways. I don't know how the boys will react but I feel more comfortable not hiding them around them, or I want to.
I sit up and take a deep breathe and look at my cuts and trace my finger along them.
I'm only wearing sweats. But they always walk around with no shirt on.
I get up and walk out to the living room to see everyone staring at me.
Then I notice them all looking at my cuts. They look scared like they don't want to see them.
"Oh I um I-I I'm sorry I can go um put a sweatshirt on I just t-though" I say looking at the floor and I turn around to walk away.
"Hey nonsense Haz you don't have to." Zayn says and I turn back around.
"A-Are you sure cause I'm fine if I need to." I say.
"Oh shut up Haz we don't care what your arms look like or if you have scars." Lou says making me smile.
"Thank you." I say and they all nod.
I walk over to my bag and take my medicine.
"Did you guys eat already?" I ask them.
And they nod.
I walk to the kitchen and make myself a smoothie and avocado toast.
Then I walk back with it and sit next to Lou.
"Are you really eating an avocado?!" He asks shocked.
"Yes Lou." I say taking a bite.
"That's disgusting." He says and I shrug continue eating it.
I notice him starting at my cuts.
"You know you can say something about them if you want you don't need to stare." I say.
And all the boys looked shocked.
"Sorry Haz I'm just still trying to wrap my mind around it. And I do have a question. I-Is there more?" He asks.
Yes on my thighs and hips.
"Oh um yea." I say all the boys still looking at me.
"Oh, where?" Lou asks.
"My uh my thighs and hips." I say.
"We're proud of you Haz, it's gotta be hard what you did but it will be worth it." Liam says.
I smile and nod.
I grab my laptop and do some work while eating.
"How school going Haz?" Zayn asked.
"It's hard trying to manage doing both. I have a online session with one of my professors in 30 minutes." I say.
"Oh okay should we leave or?" Liam asks.
"No no you guys can stay it's not a big deal she just has to explain something real quick." I say and they nod.
I finish eating and walk over to get a shirt on but I bump into Louis near the bunks.
He grabs my face and kisses me and I kiss back closing my eyes loving the feeling of his beautiful plump lips against mine.
Gosh this feels amazing. I feel him swipe his tongue across my lip making me let out a slight whimper.
Our lips move in sync until we both need to breathe and pull apart.
"Louis I like you. Like really like you." I say shyly.
"And I like you too Haz. Like really like you" He says grinning.
"Well I need to go on the session in a few minutes let's go." I say and give him a peck in the lips pulling him back to the living room.
All the boys are just sitting in their phones smiling.
Do they know? Definitely not.
I open my computer and turn on the video chat.
"Hello Mrs. Smith!" I say greeting her.
"Hi Harry! We all miss you in class." She says.
"Aw I miss you guys too. Tell them I said hi for me?" I ask.
"Of course. Now we need to talk about your missing assignments." She says.
"Bad hazza." I hear Niall say so I chuck a pillow at him and Mrs.Smith laughs.
"I know I'm sorry it's just with tour and everything I haven't had time but I'm trying to finish them." I say.
"Yea I know Harry but you said you would try your hardest so you really need to these assignments are very important." She states.
"I swear I have been trying to work on them and I will get them in." I say the Louis chimes in trying to get into the camera.
"I've seen him! Literally any chance he gets he's always working on his laptop. Even during hair and make up he's doing work." He says.
"Thank you. But try to get those assignments in by next Friday."
"Consider it done Mrs.Smith!" I say smiling.
"I hope so Harry your a straight A student, valedictorian, and the highest in your class almost the whole university I expect more from you." She says making the boys all hold in laughter.
"Yea I know I'm sorry I will get them in." I say my face going red in embarrassment.
"How's your mom? Everything going good at home with you know?" She asks.
I was very close to her she was almost like a mom to me she was also family friends so she knew about what happened and my 'issues', and she used to have Gem as a student.
"My moms good, Robin is too. I'm doing fine, touring is really fun." I say.
"Okay that's good Harry. Look I'm have to let you go but remember to call me whenever you need and get the work in." She says.
"Will do. Thank you Mrs.Smith Bye!" I say smiling and ending the call.
"OH HARRY YOUR THE SMARTEST IN THE WHOLE UNIVERSITY!" Niall yells mimicking her.
"Oh shut up." I say closing my laptop.
"But Harry you were valedictorian and we all miss you so much!" Zayn says in a high pitch voice.
"Okay guys that's enough." I say embarrassed.
"Haz it's okay that your secretly a nerd." Louis says.
"Oh that's it." I say jumping to him and start ticking his stomach.
"S-Stop I surrender!" He yells laughing.
I stop and look into his eyes but immediately stop the moment.
"Okay we are taking a plane to France tomorrow so we need to pack some stuff." Zayn says.
"Okay let's do it!" Niall yells.
We all pack our bags and go to sleep later that day.