My Life & My Feelings Bleeding Out Through Poems

I want to be funny

I wish i was funny
but every time i have a thought
it's always something bummy
i'd like to fix the problem but finding
a solution has been kinda fuzzy
i don't even know what i
expect from me
but if i was funny the humor would
certainly be self deprecating
because i don't love me
but the funny thing is,
is that i'm not funny
i'm not anything
and i feel nothing