Friday,May 22,5:37 PM
I think I lost Adam...honestly I'm scared...I dont want to lose him..I don't want to lose a thing..I'm to much of a coward to even stay alone in a room for a second...I born in a time of love,faced in the winds of fait,storms brewing up above,I was breaking,I was breakingg,just to raise you up,from the grave of your mistakesI was alone I wouldn't be able to lose anyone..but..I dont want to be alone...I don't like being alone..thats why I started training...training on Robbery,assassinating,working..so I could get my mind off of being alone...I want to tell someone..but I'm scared..scared that they would reject me and start to close themselves away from me...I feel like there's something wrong with me...there has to be right?...I keep on making these mistakes..there has to be...I just want to run away..run away from everything..but I-I can't..I feel so..lost..alone..helpless..scared..I sometimes wish that I wasn't even born...but this is just a phase right?..it has to be
I'm gona stop there...I'm not in the mood for talking anymore...
