*Eddie*
It's been a few days now and Richie and i are friends,pretty good friends. Friends that had slept together but still friends, I mean i guess there are a lot of friends that had slept together, well maybe not that much but still a few there are i guess, in fact someone could even say Richie and I are best friends and i'm totally okay with that and i think it's the right thing right now. On second thought maybe the universe doesn't hate me and i'm not a complete cosmical joke, at least i hope so since now things are actually good it's not like the quite before the storm because that wouldn't be good not at all.
I walked at school that morning looking for Richie to walk to English together, he was at the locker looking at nowhere probably he was too tired to know who he was and what was he doing here
- hey bro what's up - i said and he seemed to come back to his senses then he looked at me
- nothing much I'm too tired to think or feel things so don't ask me important or serious things because I wouldn't know how to respond
As i said
- sorry to interrupt but you never know how to responded to serious or important things
- ouch that hurt
- c'mon lets get to class
- yeah I'm following you lead us to the right path
- you seem drunk
- you haven't seen me when I'm drunk, well yeah you have but you don't remember it but that's not the point-
Yeah if you could keep that night away without talking about would be even better because when i think about it I start saying things without thinking them trough because I get distracted
- so maybe I should, to know the difference
Yeah like this one it's morning i normally say things without thinking to much about them but this was too much maybe i should just shut up
- sounds good to me what do you say Friday nine pm at the same place we met the first time
Now how can I say no, i can't
- sure
- great it's a date
Wait what ?
- a date ?
- isn't it ?
- we're friends right
- yeah we are so it's a hang out between friends
- yeah that sounds perfectly cool
Because friends hang out so it's a hang out not a dating because we're just friends and we're not dating
*Richie*
I like being friend with Eddie he talks to me we hang out we sit together at lunch we talk at English all the things that friends do and I like that he's like the first real friend I've ever had but I like him as more as friends i don't think he actually got that because he likes us as friends and i don't how longer i can go just being friend with him before i screw everything up. I really like him he doesn't see me that way and i accept that but i don't know if I can live with that. When he said he would like to see me drunk i thought i had a chance maybe he'd like to go on a date but I've deceived myself since again he doesn't see me that way
