and today my heart hurts
that i must learn all over again
who i am
without you
but i do not need you
the way i need air
but i want you
like i want the sunshine
and you will always be
the reason i write
but for now
i think it's best
if i write for myself again
at least for now
until we learn how to be
who we were supposed to be
but gods
does it hurt today
