Secrets

we fell in love in october -8

hey its me, the person who need to update more.

anyways chapter 8
third person

smoking cigarettes on the roof
you look so pretty and I love this view

we fell in love in October

thats why I love fall
looking at the stars admiring from afar

the soft noise of the record player filled the room. harley staring at his roomate. he's so beautiful.

but its wrong

he cant be with him

he's too fucked up

its wrong

harley pours his coffee out and takes a small jar out. he taps the jar twice to reveal a small blue pill, quickly swallowing it. thats when it hits him.

Peter kissed him
he kissed harley

it had been two weeks since the incident. harley never told Peter. he kept that memory of the boy he loved locked up in a place where no one could take it. honestly, he couldn't believe it happened. after he finishes his coffee, he goes up to the terrace. he pulls out a cigarette. looks it for a second as if he had something to hold on to. takes the small red lighter his ex boyfriend gave him. god, why does he still have that. his ex was no good. cheated, lied, after all guys ain't shit. he vowed to himself he would throw it away. but he kept it. maybe he was too lazy to buy a new one, or maybe he had peice left of his ex. maybe even a peice of the addictive, painful, toxic love he had once enjoyed. the love harley didn't deserve. the love harley acted like he enjoyed.

oh why'd you have to be so cute it's impossible to ignore you, ah

why must you make me laugh so much it's bad enough we get along so well

just say goodnight n go

he takes a long drag of the cigarette. the nicotine already helping to put his mind at rest. all it was him and the soft glow of the stars and the moon. at a slight slight rustling noise he looks away from the moon and behind him. there stood Peter Parker.

"hi" the soft voice from behind him said

"hello darling" something never change harley thought. no matter how long he lived in New York, somethings just stay the same.

"I saw you out here and I thought to bring you a jacket. its cold out tonight." he speaks a little louder than a whisper

harley chuckles lowly

"oh sweets your too much. I'm doing great out here." Peter blushes immediately at harleys words.

"oh stop"

"you know you're really cute, right?"

"harley stop messing with me."

"no, I'm serious. and tour sweet, considerate, not to mention fucking beautiful. just your smile can make my whole day better. your amazing, angel."

harley blows the smoke once again.

"Harley did anything happen that night at the party?" Peter speaks up after a few moments of silence

"why, do you remember anything?"

"well I remeber something. I'll tell if you tell."

"what thats not fucking fair"

"language"

"when did you turn in to god damn steve."

the pair laughs

harley then speaks up "okay let's both say it at the same time."

Peter nods

"3..."

"2..."

"1..."

"YOU KISSED ME"

"WE CUDDLED IN YOUR BED"

shit

"WE FUCKING WHAT. SEE THIS IS THE KINDA THING YOU TELL ME HARLEY"

"what ever happened to language."

Peter stared confused yet annoyed.

"okay fine. I didnt tell you so what" harley voice increasing

"well I kinda would like to know since its MY LIPS" Peter argues

"well what do you want me to say. oh by the way you kissed me when you were dumk, and I kinda liked, and I've been in love with you since we were 18." Harley yells

i have loved you since we were 18

long before we both though the same thing

to be loved, to be in love
all I can do is say that these arms were made for holding you

i wanna love like you made me feel
when we were 18

"YOUVE WHAT" Peter yells exasperated

"well is it to crime to be in love. a tally i take that back, is is illegal in several countries." harley says

Peter rolls his eyes

"look in not going to say sorry because I like you. you deserve better than me and I get that, but I will always be there you." he looks away for the 24 year old. Peter places his hand on harley jaw, moving him to face him.

"what do you mean you don't deserve me. hell, I don't deserve you. you've been there for me even when you barley knew me. Harley if you think for one minute I will let you 5alk bad about yourself, I will-" Peter's cut off buy soft cigarette tasting lips. the soft gasp of surprise allows harley to go further as he slips his tongue in to Peter's mouth. after a minute they let go.

"so.." Peter speaks

"yeah"

"I like you"

"I like you too"

"so, where does that leave us"

"I dont know, and we don't need to know just yet. let's look at the stars doll"

Peter blushes at the name, "you really need to stop calling me names like that"

"your to cute not to." harley smiles. he puts out his cigarette and put his arm around Peter's shoulder. the two of them peacefully sitting against the wall look out at the city, sky, and eachother. they were happy. they were content. and that all that mattered.

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hiii, its been awhile. this chapter was different, I hope you guys liked it. also unedited
- asgardian