the office oneshot🧚‍♀️ (jim halpert mostly)

the party (jim and dwight)

hey i feel like i've been doing a lot of jim and pam, and jim and dwight. its pretty much my favourite ships and that's why. but if you have any other idea, just comment it!
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dwight's pov

me and jim have been best friends since we were little kids, since our parents are friends.
however we were raised very differently.
i was raised to be a strong man, while jim was raised to be loving and respecting of other people. i've always been jealous of his relationship with his parents, they could talk, freely, without judgment. in my family, i wasn't allowed to cry, or to show any weaknesses. that made me a really secret person and i had difficulty to make friends or to talk to stranger.
but jim always stayed with me, and tried to introduce me to his friends. it was pretty obvious they didn't like me but jim still let me hang out with them.

that leads us to tonight. my first party. jim forced me to go, but a part of me started to regret it, as we arrived there. the music was loud, there were a lot of people and they were drunk. i've never drank alcohol before.
jim dragged me to the kitchen.

"dwight do you want a drink?" he ask me.
"yeah" i say.

he pours some alcohol in a cup and hands it to me. i take a sip of the liquid and the taste makes me gag. i swallow the burning liquid, leaving a hot sensation in my throat.

"that is so gross jim! how can you drink that?"i say.
"it's gross but it's fun after"he says before sipping his own drink.

he's right. after the first glass, i can already feel myself becoming more relaxed.
me and jim go dance. i'm jumping and turning around in circle. jim is laughing at my terrible dance skills. he's not really better in my opinion...

a slower song start and i see couple starting to slow dance. jim present his hand to me and say:
"m'lady would you dance with me?"
i laugh and say:
"you're the lady"

i grab his hand and he pulls me closer. i've never slow danced with anyone before. he puts his hands on my shoulders and i put mine on his hips. we sway lightly to the beat of the music. suddenly we're not laughing anymore and he's just looking at me with a smile. he wrap his arm around my neck, making him way more close than he should be.
i can't feel my body react to the proximity.
my heart his beating really fast and i'm becoming nervous. i don't really know why i get this feeling while dancing with jim but it feels nice. also, not only my cheeks are getting a blood rush right now, also... down there.
no that's not normal. i pull away from jim.

"uh i have to go to the bathroom"i say before running away from him.

i find the bathroom and go inside. i lock the door and sit on the floor.

what the hell. it can't be true. this can't be happening. i'm not gay! and certainly not for jim? he's my best friend, i shouldn't get an erection while dancing with him. and my parents... they would kill me.

well, it would make sense. i've never liked girl but i've found boys attractive. was i just hiding it from myself? but now? i can't deny it anymore.

i hear a knock on the door. i wipe the tear that was rolling on my cheek.

"dwight are you in there?"

it's jim.
i open the door and go back to my previous position. jim come in and see me. my eyes are red as are my cheeks. i look terrible. and another detail i forgot, the bulge in my pants is still visible.