Monsters - Chaelisa (CONVERTED)

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Chaeyoung doesn't know how it came to this.

Chanyeol's on top of her and kissing her and she's just not feeling right. She put herself in this damn situation and she can't figure out how to get herself out of it. She really does love Chanyeol, he's a genuine guy and he doesn't mean any harm, but she just knows that her heart is elsewhere.

It sucks knowing where your heart is and not being right there next to it.

Because she doesn't know how to push Chanyeol away and say that it's been real but she's going to need him to forget this ever happened—because although she can do exactly that, she's not a monster—she starts bawling uncontrollably.

She really didn't mean to randomly burst into the freshest tears she's ever shed, but Chanyeol's completely pressed up on her, his hard chest against her soft one, his large hands cradling her face and setting the smooth tempo of their lips.

It's not a completely horrible experience, but it's not the perfection she's used to, and it's so hard to revert to the ordinary when she's already experience the extraordinary.

Chanyeol stops what he's doing and looks at her in a panic.

"Are you okay? What's wrong?"

Chaeyoung takes a shuddering breath. "I'm sorry. I'm fine—I just—"

"You're just into somebody else."

Chaeyoung looks at him in surprise. Is she really that easy to read?"

How—how do you know?"

Chanyeol sits back and gets off of her, going back to sit at her desk as he originally was.

"Nobody talks about love like that without either being consumed by it or spit out by it."

Chaeyoung sits up and tucks her legs under herself, tying her hair up into a bun and keeping her stormy eyes downcast. That day at the mall is really what started shaping her perspective on Lisa. She should've known it would be so easy to look through.

"I'm sorry."

"Don't apologize, Chaeyoung. Don't worry about it."

They sit in silence for a few minutes. Chanyeol thinking about Chaeyoung and Chaeyoung thinking about Lisa.

"Who is it?" He asks suddenly. "If you don't mind me asking."

Chaeyoung bites her lip, unsure if it would be right to say anything at all, but then she considers the fact that she's already accepted it and it doesn't really matter if anyone else won't.

"Lisa."

"Lisa Manoban?"

Chaeyoung nods, and despite the blush burning her ears she is completely unashamed of her confession.

Chanyeol releases a long breath and lets his eyebrows settle high on his face.

"I did not see that one coming."

Chaeyoung chuckles dryly. "Me either."

"I thought it would be Jungkook."

The grimace on her face makes him laugh softly. "I don't think I ever loved him. I thought I did, but it was nothing compared to this."

"Thank God."

Chaeyoung looks at him questioningly and he explains himself.

"You were seriously too good for him. Nobody said anything because of you but he is just, I mean, I don't even know. Just bad."