The Dried Flowers

Lacuna

Three months from that incident Gulf decided to resign from the company. After he finished his last project, he told Mew then Gulf gave his resignation letter

He spent more time at Mew's apartment. He already out from his condo and live with him

Sometimes Gulf will be spending his time with Mew's families. Mew introduced him after Gulf resign from his work

Mew too he was not teaching again at uni. He kept his promise to spend more time with Gulf

But sometimes Gulf prefers staying longer with Mew's families more than with him. Gulf always gave him the reason that waiting for him alone at his apartment made him lonely                                                                                                       

It's almost one year since that incident, but Gulf still didn't want to do his treatment, he still believes that he can be healed just by medicine

Champ never force him. It is good that he can consume his medicine regularly now, and Mew still inform Champ about Gulf's condition every week

Gulf aware of it, that Mew has to inform Champ every week. He is fine about it, as long as Mew didn't force him to do his treatment

For the very first time, Gulf never admits that he is a patient with mental illness. He just admits that sometimes he will get angry, anxiety, and want to destroy himself easily

This is made Champ in a difficult position. He wants to heal Gulf, but Gulf a resistant patient.                            

Mew at Champ's office now. Today his schedule to meet him up

"Already told him if you would be late?" Champ asked

"Did I must tell him? Maybe we just need 1-2 hours"

"You should, it's better"

Mew called Gulf immediately. He didn't need to wait so long for Gulf to answer

"Hallo"

"Are you still at my home?"

Mew heard Gulf was asked an accuse to his mom

"Hm... I was baked cookies with your sister. What time will you come?"

"I think I will late. I'm with Champ now. If you want me to send a picture, I'll send it to you"

His voice sounds disappointed, "It's okay. I'll wait here. Don't take too long"

"Okay. Maybe it will take 1-2 hours. Miss you"

"What the hell..." Gulf hung up the phone

Mew meet up with Champ to clear up everything about Gulf. He remembers the last time Tong suggested to Mew that he must learn more about his illness.

"So, Can we start now?" Mew has been prepared and studied it a lot before

"Do you want me to tell you or do you want to ask me first?"

"Explain it from the beginning"

"Alright, listen carefully" Champ paused a moment, then continues "So this is called BPD or borderline personality disorder is a disorder of instability and impulsivity. Instability in their mood, relationship, behavior and sense of their self so the world always feels like it's moving up and down for them"

"But Gulf didn't show them"

"Are you sure? Did you remember before he went to Pranburi, you were told that his condo is mess up?"