No Love (Completed)

Chapter Thirteen-Drunk In Love

Every Time Me And August Stop Talkin I A Part Me Is Tooken From Me

I Feel Like Not Doing Anything,I Don't Be Wanting To Talk To Nobody I Just Want Sit Around Being Sad Sitting By Phone Hoping He'll Called

But I Couldn't Do That I Still Had To Live And Go To Work And Take Care Of My Family

Even Tho I Was Hurting Over August I Knew That Eventually Me And Him Will Cross Paths Again And We Would Be On Good Terms Soon

It Was A Monday Morning And I Had Alot To Do I Was Getting Ready To Go When I Heard A Knock On My Door

I Opened The Door And It Was My Mother

She Had On A Causal Black. Dress Wearing All White Pearls Around Her Neck

I Haven't Seen Nor Spoken To My Mother In Forever And I Wasn't Excited To See Her Why Would I Be

"Can I Help You" I Said Whole My Arms Was Folded

"Can I Come In" She Asked

I Shook My Head And Said "No You Can't"

"Jordyn.. Ray Lefted Me..Im Sor" She Said I Cut Her Off And I Slammed The Door Back In Her Face

I Locked My Door As My Mother Continued To Knock On My Door

"Jordryn Jordyn..Jordyn I Just Wanted To Say.. I'll Call You...Later Okay" I Heard Her Say

She Had Some Nerves Showing Up To My Apartment When That Fake Ass Apology

I Don't Even Know Why She Was Apologizing To Me Apologizing Don't Change The Fact That Her Fiance Raping Me All Night Or The Fact That Not Only He Raped Me Multiple Times He Took My Little Virginity And Got Her Pregnant

And Mother Stood Proudly Aside That Monster And Called Me A Liar

She Put Him Over Me,Elijah And C'amarya

Now That Ray Left She Wanna Come And Say Sorry And Everything Is Supposed To Be Good Now

Na That Nots How This Shit Work

She Can Keep Her Sorrys I Didn't Need It I Didn't Need Her I Hated Her

I Hated Her With A Fierce Passion And I Wasn't Gon Forgive Her Because What She Did And What She Allowed To Happen To Me C'amarya Was Truly Unforgivable

She Was Dead To Me I Ain't Have No Remorse What So Ever For My Mother

I Looked At The Time And Noticed That I Had To Go

When I Was On The Grind..Doing Fashion Shows, Photoshoots, Meeting With Modeling Agency And Etc

My Focus Wasn't On August Or My Mother

When Im Out Working Im Only Focus Was Making It Doing My Best And Get Paid

I Had A Photo Shoot And All That Negative Energy I Had In Me

I Turned It Into Positive Energy And Took It Out On My Photos

Thats Why I Was Killin My Photoshoot

Chase Came Over To Me When I Finished My Last Shot

And Said "Your On Fire Today"

"Thank You" I Said While Smiling

"No I Mean It Every Shot Is Perfection" He Said

I Giggled And Said "Stop It"

"Im Serious" He Said And

"So Whats Next On The Agenda For Today" I Asked

"Casting Call,Meetin With A Few Businesses People, You And Ms Jackson Have A Session After That We Have To Get With A Few To Setup Your First Ever Show Case Thats Coming Up Soon" Chase Said