No Love (Completed)

Chapter Fifteen -Stressed

August Has A Seizure

He Kept Having Back To Back Seizures

He Was Immediately Rushed To The Hospital

He Slipped Into A Coma

His Mother Was On A Plane To New York And Everyone Around Him Was Thinking Worst

Including Me I Was Thinking That I Was About To Be A Single Mother

And I Was Losing Him

He Was In An Hospital Bed Hooked Up To All These Tubes And Doctors Dont Know What Gon Happen To Him

I Felt So Bad So Guilty

Because Before He Went Out On Stage We Was Arguing

And I Told Him I Hate Him

I Haven't Stopped Cryin Yet I Just Want Him To Wake Up And Just Smiled At Me

I Wanna Hear Him Say I Love You Again

I Want Him To Be Here On Earth Well And Alive Helping Me Raise This Child That Were Having

I Kept Praying

I Prayed So Hard

I Cried To God To Please Let This Be The End For August

Sitting There Staring At August

Laying There In The Hospital Bed

Dre His Main My Hugged Me And Said "He Gon Pulled Through Sis" He Sounded So Sure

But Dre And All August People And Mangers Were Just As Scared As I Was

I Sat In A Chair And Just Stared At Him

My Eyes Were Red And I Had Been Cryin So Much

I Stayed Up That Whole Night

The Next Morning He Was Still In A Coma

His Mother Had Just Got There

And She Looks At Her Baby And Tears Just Starts Runing Down Her Eyes

"My Baby" She Cried Softy

She Grabbed His Hand And Kissed His Forehead

"My Baby" She Cried Again

I Met His Mother A Few Times And She Knew How I Felt For August

Me And His Mother Have Had Some Deep Conversations

August Was Lucky To Have Her Cause She Really Love August She Loved All Of Her Children

I Stood Up And Said "It Happen So Fast One Minute He Was Up And Next He Was Laid Out On The Stage"

"You Been All Night" She Asked

"I Never Left His Side" I Said

She Wiped Her Eyes

And Said

"I Can't Lose Another One Of My Babies Lords Knows I Can't Plan Another Funural For One Of My Children" She Said With Deep Sorrow

The Way She Was Looking Down At Her Son And Holding Tight To His Hand

Was So Damn Sad

I Was Already Pregnant Going Through Enough Shit And Now The Man Who Stole My Heart Was Laying Here In A Coma

I Was Stressed So So Stressed

And On Top Of Everything I Had A Final Meeting With IMG Modeling Agency This Afternoon