Mattia rested his head on her lap and she sighed
She felt a tear drop on her leg and she threw her head back in pain
Pain from her heart
She ran her hand through her hair and then ran it through his
He knew that she knew he was crying but they both didn't mention anything
The room was dark and cold
The only noises they heard where mattias sniffles
"come here bubba.. give me a hug" she told him and he listened
Right when his check rested on her shoulder he let it all out
Memories of his mom and dad arguing ran through his mind ruining the idea of love for him
As he grew up watching his parents argue the less he believed in love
The less he believed in him and angel lasting
The less he believed in getting married
Of course he told her and she told him to now worry about the future.. not every relationship is the same
She had her own issues but once again she stayed strong for him
She couldn't let her issues get in the way when he was going through it, so instead of dealing with it she pushed it to the back of her head and focused on her boyfriend.
Mattia had no idea and she wanted to keep it that way
Every time he left her house or she left his she was alone
Alone in her house that her parents were never at
Her mother being a doctor and her father being a lawyer.. making everything hard on her
Yeah she had money but money wasn't what she wanted, she wanted her parents love
At times she'd be in her car breaking down in tears till she couldn't breath and other times she'd be sitting in the middle of her bed staring at her floor without an emotion on her face, not a tear coming out.
She went nights without eating, she went days without the seeing the sun
Even through she was torn and alone she stayed strong for her boyfriend and friends but the question was how long could she stay strong for.
She knew she was gonna hit her breaking point without people noticing
She ran her hand up and down mattias back, comforting him.
He sobbed and her heart ached
"it's okay mattia.. everything will be okay" She reassured him and he sobbed more
By the second he hugged her harder and cried harder
After a couple of minutes he finished crying and fell asleep again in her arms
She sighed as the tears ran down her cheeks and quickly wiping them
When two teenagers who have toxic lives date there isn't always a good ending
