DATING the cold HEAD HAZER

part 2

No proofreading.
Forgive my grammatical mistakes.

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Forth POV

I was standing at the same place where he left me.
Today he slapped me.
I put my hand on my face.

Oh let me tell you when it all was started.

Last year when Ming won that Moon title and that Nong Wayo confess his feelings to Phana.
I was worn out for few days but one day Lam invite Beam to his drinking session.

It was that day that me and he slept together.
It can be our alcohol or his unspoken crush on me that he agree to sleep.

We could get together but i made a mistake.
A sin actually.

I calls Wayo's name when i reached to my climax inside Beam.

He abandon me next morning and since that day, I'm  courting him in this weird way.

I know very well that in this whole year, he never slept with anyone else.
Everytime he goes to Bar he only allow womens to sit on him or kiss him But he always left Bar in frustration as like today.
I always tail behind him.

Yes i also haven't slept with anyone in this whole year too.

Today i was feeling  like provoking him but he answer me with slapped.
What was that?

Could it be he still have a crush on me or was he jealous?

Whatever it is but the moment i saw his glistening  eyes i feel like dying.

My heart aches to see him like this. He never smile again like earlier. One whole year or more then that he just always in his books,  lost in thoughts or sometimes shed tears. I destroy him.

I ask for his forgiveness.

I ask him to be my lover but he rejects me.

By saying that he is not replacement.

I close my eyes.

Beam Baby.. Please... If Only you would know how much I'm  suffering because of that mistake.

I mumble to myself and left.

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Next day i repeat the same routine.
But today his eyes were puffy.
He must has been crying last night.

My Heart  aches to see him like this.

I ask him to come with me for lunch outside.

He glared at me.

Opps wrong Move.

I order fish chips, fry soup and rice with a mineral water bottle.

I made the food tray slide in front of him but he hissed at me.

Eat..
I said to him but he didn't  even glancing at food.

Please...
I plead.

This time he looks at the food not me.

But slowly he start eating.

I felt relief.

I follow  him after class and was there at parking of his dorm.

I Notice  that he haven't come out from his door in evening means he didn't ate anything.

I order dinner from food delivering app and gave them his address.

Soon the delivery boy went to his room in front of my eyes.

If only he Will  know how much I'm longing to be with him, to eat with him to hug him.

Thank god he take food otherwise i need to barge in his dorm and it'll  led to bad situation.

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The routine was going on again.

This friday Beam didn't go to Bar.

Forth who was waiting at Bar for Beam get restless.

He left Bar and went to Beam's dorm.

Beam's car was there.
He call Ming and asked his and Kit's whereabouts.

He even dare to call Wayo asking the same.

After all calls he find out that Beam is still in his dorm.

He look at time in his watch and find its still midnight.

He wait for an hour and when he was sure that Beam has been slept then he run to upstairs.

He open his wallet and take out the spare key of Beam's room.

Yes he has key of Beam's room.
If he dont get what he want then he is no hazer at all.

He pin down the key and open the door very slowly.

He find out Beam was sleeping cutely with mouth little open.

Forth sit beside his bed and was caressing his face with his rough palm.

He kiss his head.

Allow me to enter into your life for once,  My Love... Please.

Beam snuggle close to touch.

Forth was  ready to go back but Beam hold his hand in sleep.

Forth try to freed himself but couldn't get himself free.

Having no choice he sit beside his head and let Beam hug his waist now.

He was caressing and raking his fingers in his hair till dawn.

When he realise that its time for Beam to wake up he made himself free by tickling his other  side in his ear.

Beam's gripped losen and Forth didn't  let this chance to freed himself.

Before Beam could awake Forth  left with locking the door.

He came in his own door and thinking that it is Saturday morning and he is having  no class , he after a long time sleep peacefully with the image of sleeping Beam in his mind.

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Beam after waking up this morning find himself more satisfy and smily.

He thinked that he had a dream where Forth was sleeping with him hugging  him tightly.

After having his brekfast Beam went to library to complete  his assignments.

But today he was not in his usual mode.

Face of Forth  , his acts , his antique  and his order like how he order him to eat,  how he plead sometimes,  how he never fought back with him and how he polity obey his every order.

How can i turst on you Forth?
Why you are invading my thoughts till today?