Hi!
I've decided to kind of take a small break from shifting (like, attempting it. I'm still gonna learn, update my scripts if I gotta, yknow?).
It's kind of hard to explain exactly what I'm backing away from, I can't exactly pinpoint it, Idk.
I've noticed that I need to work on my belief toward shifting, I think. I noticed that when I was sharing earlier about how I was hyped and that I believed I would shift tonight, a lot of people saw it and commented (I'm also sharing on Amino) and that gave me anxiety of not actually shifting even though I've told everyone and eveyone believed that I would. Obviously, that anxiety that can stop your progress and make it harder to shift. So, I'm going to step back from doing that.
I was trying to shift earlier tonight and the first two times I actually started the process of like actually feeling my DR and sorta shifting (I finally felt that tingling thing y'all talk about), I was calmer and more patient and it was more successful. It's close to 4 now and I kept panicking and trying to rush this latest shift bc I kept thinking I absolutely had to shift tonight, I was forcing myself and overwhelming myself and that is not good at all.
So, as I said, I'm not going to share if I feel like I'm about to shift (I will share signs, shifting attempts, etc) but I'm going to avoid being overly confident about it. I'm going to be working out that anxiety and worry and being patient with myself on my journey.
I've also noticed that I see lots of comments on shifting subs where people are like "I only listened to this for an hour and I came close to shifting!!" And that makes me doubt the sub working for me, doubt me being able to shift, etc, yknow? So I'm also going to work on not comparing my journey with other people's progress.
