Where did I go wrong?

Chapter 32

It was the next morning. It was 12:00pm, the girls and I literally woke up. That's what you get for talking all night long. Ugh, bad idea, I still feel tired. Right now we're just waiting for a pizza that ordered. All we were doing is just think of a plan to see what Ross was doing. We still had nothing.... well Michelle got some ideas but it made me look like a stalker so it was out when she finally finished her sentenced. Ugh, this is so difficult.

Laura: Maybe we shouldn't do it

Michelle & Ruby:(looks at her)

Michelle: Why?

Laura: It's none of our business so why interfere?

Ruby: But this will get you and Ross's friendship back in order

Laura: But..... what if he hates me?

Michelle: I don't think so, no one can hate you

Laura: You sure?

Michelle & Ruby:(nods)

Ruby: We're gonna find a way for you two to talk again, after all, you do still love him

Wait what?

Laura: What? No I don't

Michelle: But last night you said that you still love and care for him

Laura: Who said it was in a boyfriend girlfriend way?

Ruby: Well it was the only way you two were for most of the time

Laura: I know but... I don't like him that way

Michelle: You sure about that?

Laura:(nods)

Ruby: Not what you said last night

Laura: Huh? What are you talking about?

Michelle then takes out her phone and goes on her recording app and plays something. It was me speaking, but I don't remember saying this..... wait, was I sleep talking?! It was me calling Ross's name over and over and me saying coem back and all. Oh my god, I'm so embarrassed. After the recording ended I just sat there shock. I can't believe I said that.

Michelle: You still love Ross like boyfriend girlfriend way

Laura: I don't

Ruby: Laura face it, we have the evidence

Laura: So?...

Michelle: Laura stop denying

Laura: B-But I can't love Ross. I'm with Jace and Jace makes me happy

Soon Ruby & Michelle look at each other with a look that I know. It was a "We gotta tell her something" look. Uh-oh, this can't be good. I wonder what it's about. Soon they look back at me.

Laura: What's going on guys?

Michelle: Laura, we should've told you something a long time ago

Laura: What?

Ruby: It's about Jace

Laura: Y-Yeah

Michelle: You see... the thing is that....

Laura: What is it? Tell me guys, I can take it

Ruby: Jace looks like Ross (A/N: Laura showed them who Ross looked like a little while ago)

Laura: W-What?

Michelle: Just look (takes her phone out and gets something ready for her to see)

I have no idea what they're talking about. Jace? Looking like Ross? Ha! Sure they might have the same personalities but that doesn't mean that--

Michelle:(shows her the edited picture of Ross on one side and Jace on the other)

My eyes widen in shock. Oh my god, Jace & Ross do look alike....... This whole time when I thought that I moved on from Ross I didn't. I just dated a look alike of Ross. I felt hot tears fall from my face and soon I was full blown crying. My eyes were probably puffy and red but I didn't care, I can't believe I didn't see it. It was Ross from the start to the finish. I cried hard and loud. Michelle & Ruby tried to comfort me but it didn't help since I was still crying my eyes out. Oh my god.

A few hours later

I woke up and see that I'm in my room laying on my bed with the covers on me. I curl myself up to a ball and just silently sob. I was so stupid for thinking that I could actually move on from Ross, I couldn't. I guess I just liked Jace for him looking like Ross and that's not fair for him. A person should be loved for who they are and not be loved for being a look alike of your ex-boyfriend. I have to end this relationship with Jace as soon as possible, it's just not right or fair to him. I hear the door knob turn and see Jack walk in. Oh great.... here comes the lecturing.

Jack:(sits on her bed) Hey

Laura: Hey

Jack: How you feeling?

Laura: Sad, hurt, lied, mad

Jack: At Jace?

Laura:(shakes her head) At myself, I can't believe I didn't see it

Jack:(nods) It's okay

Laura:(looks at him) Did you know?

Jack:(nods) We all knew

Laura: Why didn't you tell me?

Jack: We were gonna but you looked so happy with Jace and you saying that you finally moved on from Ross and couldn't be happier. We didn't want to ruin your happiness so we didn't tell you, we were thinking of your feelings Laur

Laura:(nods) I understand

Jack: So.... what are you gonna do with Jace & Ross?

I honestly had no idea what I was gonna do with Ross.

Laura: Well I'm gonna break up with Jace first since it's not right or fair to him

Jack:(nods)

Laura: Then for Ross? I don't know

Jack: Well I'm sure we'll think of something together

Laura:(sighs) I can't believe this whole time, I was in love with Ross and didn't move on

Jack: It's okay Laur, it happens to a lot of people

Laura: I know but I just thought that I moved on from him completely. I mean, he did with me, why can't I?

Jack: I don't know but it's okay Laur, things will get okay

I knew he wanted to say trash about Ross but didn't since he knew that I didn't like it and that me realizing that I still love Ross. He's a good friend that I can have :) but..... he won't even compare to Ross.

Note: Sorry I didn't update this with the others, I forgot about it. From now on, I'll be updating all the stories all at once. Well..... bye!