I'm sick of hearing lies
staying up all night
telling ourselves we're "alright"
but fuck it
I can tell that we're not
You say no one cares when I'm right here
You say no one loves when I gave away my heart
You say you're afraid so I take away all your fears
driving away in that wretched car
but I guess you clearly can't see
Your hair a mess and your soul is dim
Thoughts forced into your head like demons
Your tiredness filling you to the brim
Sunny out, wishing it were rainy season.
Caring about you, but you never see the good in you
You clearly can't "care less" to look.
So, continue.
I will still be here waiting, even if you hate me.
Even when you get bored and no longer want me.
Still here, even if you never loved me.
— june 9th 2020 —
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choking on flowers // sad poems
Poetry"quiet words, loud thoughts. hurt body, big heart." //WARNING: DEPRESSING THEMES// This is an original poetry collection addressing depression, sadness, love, loss, nostalgia and echoing the transience and lonesomeness of existence. Poems, short sto...