genre: 𝗮𝗻𝗴𝘀𝘁
ship: 𝗷𝗮𝗲𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗴
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jaehyun. sixteen. broken-hearted. for the second time. surprisingly.
days go by pain stakingly slow for him. his mornings are welcomed with disdain, afternoon with regret, and night with emptiness. a full three meal course, if you will.
his life lost meaning after the breakup.
he recently had a falling off with his lover named lee taeyong. guess what? he was the fool who ended it and now he's the foolish one regretting it.
jaehyun doesn't even remember why he broke it off in the first place. he admits that he's a reckless man and the decision of breaking up with taeyong was the definitely his most reckless decision ever.
during his relationship with taeyong, he was always uncertain. uncertain if he chose the right man. uncertain of love. pretty much an indecisive man.
jaehyun then grabbed his phone and opened his conversation with taeyong. they still message each other but taeyong kept leaving him on read. he scrolls up and reads their messages to each other then his mind would suddenly make himself reminisce of their cute little mall dates.
he remember their first date ever. it was the day after both of them confessed to each other about their feelings for each other. taeyong teased the younger to treat him ice cream to which jaehyun agreed to.
fast forward to the day of the hang out, they were met by a couple of school friends and they decided to join them and they all hung out as a group. so the two of them didn't really consider it a date.
"fuck," jaehyun said as tears suddenly blurred his vision.
"I miss him so damn much," he mumbled as he quietly cried inside his unlit bedroom. his parents were asleep and he couldn't risk getting caught crying. he wouldn't want them to worry.
everytime he kept his voice from being out, there would be a lump on his throat that just hurt and unables him to breathe making him gasp for air when he opens his mouth. not only would his tears trickle but his runny nose too.
he laid himself on his bed and stared blankly on the ceiling. tears streaming down from both eyes, eventually staining the pillow underneath jaehyun.
pathetic.
it's his own doing and here he is moping about it. he has a choice to bring back taeyong but something's stopping him.
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his stupid pride.
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he didnt move from his position. he closed his eyes and laid the back of his left hand on his nose, eventually covering both his eyes too. he laid there alone and depressed.
he now has to learn to live his life the way he used to before taeyong became a part of it.
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Fanfictiontales that are better left undone rests in this book. [s] 06/15/20 [e] art: rawraau (ig)
