It was so easy to lose myself in his eyes. Staring deep into them, I would realize that it was him, and only him, that I have ever and would ever want. There really was nothing else.
But, this was hard for me to accept at first.
I truly had myself convinced that I was unlovable (and would stay unlovable) forever. I, of course, told myself that I was content with this heavy loneliness. However, deep down, I knew how restless I was. I wanted to be wanted and I wanted to be needed. I craved the love of another and I yearned to be able to dole out all of mine.
Giving in to him and the love he possessed for me wasn't easy, and even now I sometimes wonder if I'll suddenly become unlovable again, and that he'll turn away from me, disgusted and ashamed.
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Lunar
WerewolfLanie Bythesea has attended St. Ailbe Catholic High for the past two years. Now in her Junior year, Lanie is excited to almost be done with high school. However, her crippling shyness has kept her from many of the things she desires and has left her...
