As I looked for my haven
I couldn't even make it
they said.
Gravity pulled me back
To the core.
I wanna float in space
Be in my own place
I wanna stand like
Nobody else.
They wouldn't trust me
They'll break my core
They'll turn me into
A monster like them
I hide in darkness
A silhouette
and I can't even leave.
The search is over for me
I have found my bay
I'm at the top of my rock
I'm never going down.
I often find myself
stranded in a daydream
Living in a fantasy
In my own heaven
And as I escape my heaven
I face the truth
The wrath of reality
I'll never live my dream
The next time you
tell me I'll never make it
Make sure you know
How weak I am
Because you never knew
and you'll never know
I can make it by
Myself.
You were never there.
