an ode to the hopeless, these are for you

so it was on purpose, huh?

and this is one of those moments
in which i go back to feeling
so lost,
even though
24 hours ago i thought i had been found.

i always fall too quick,
or maybe,
someone with good reaction time
is just impossible
to find.

either way,
if you asked me to jump again,
i'd be falling through the air before you had
finished the sentence.