Jemma(Jax and Emma) every witch way

Part 16 Jax pov Jac house

Emma was taking a shower but the water wasn't running and it's been 10 mins since she went in there so I walked by the door I was about to ask her if she was ok but when I looked in there ( the door is open a crack) and saw that she was staring at herself in the mirror ( still naked) and talking to her self this is what I herd her say:
Why would jax like me?
There's nothing to like?
I'm so ugly?
My butt is so small?
I have an ugly smile?
My zits are huge?
No body should like me?
I'm a lost cause?
Everything I touch I mess up?
I'm so clumsy why would like me?
I don't understand boys who like me at all?

Why is Emma saying this stuff about her self she is perfect to me. I then saw her pick up a knife and started to cut her wrist she was in pain I could tell and it was killing me inside. Why is she doing this to her self ?!?!? I barged through the door and she threw the knife in the sink and looked stunned and was speechless
J: Emma why Are u cutting my self ?!?!
Why are u saying all this things about ur self?
What's wrong?!?!? Tell me?!?!
E: I.. I
She started to cry and I picked her up and put her on my bed and then got a bandage and cleaned her cut. She was still crying and I felt so bad.
J: Emma
E: y.. Yes
She said while crying
J: why we're saying all those things about ur self
E: because.... There... All.... True...
She said in between sobs
J: no there not and u know that I said kissing her cheek
She said nothing
J: why were u cutting
E: idk....
J: are u ok
E: yea I think I just have some issues
J: umm Emma are u on ur......
E: ......
J: well that explains this
E: can I go take a bath now
J: a bath what so u can go try to drown ur self.. No no no no no!
E: but jax I need to take a bath
J: I will make u deal
E: ok...
J: while u take a bath I have to sit in there with u
E: no no no no no! JAX!
J: only deal
E: FINE! Ok let's go then
I went and took a bath with her