Cotton Candy Skies | Taegyu✔️

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T A E H Y U N

I open the door to your room

I feel the tears threatening to fall

I make my way towards you and squeeze your hand tightly

Your skin looks extremely pale and you look so dead

It hurts me to see you like this

I should've trusted my gut back at the classroom

If I did you wouldn't be at the hospital

You wouldn't have all these things connected to your body

You would've been better by now

And we would be walking home

I kneel down and rest my head next to you

You're hand is deathly cold

I feel tears falling from my eyes

I blame myself for you being here

I squeeze your hand and let my tears stain the bed sheets

I feel a squeeze back on my hand

I look up to see you looking at me

With that beautiful smile of yours

But you look weak

I looks like you have no life in you at all

I'm crying

You tell me that you're fine

That things like this happen

But I don't believe you

Things like this just don't happen

And I can tell that you're not fine

I know you just want to make me smile

Make me feel better

Make me not worry about the condition you're in

But it won't work

Accepting reality is painful

I'll make sure this never happens to you again

But all I can do right now

Is stay by your side

And cry helplessly

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