wish i were heather - killugon songfic

wish i were heather..

Killua POV

Crying for an hour in some smelly ass public restroom can really drain you.

The intrusive voice in my head finally took a break.

I walk to my next class which luckily, doesn't have Retz nor Gon in it. I make my way to my seat and fold my arms in a crisscross manner on the desk and lay my head upon them making some sort of makeshift pillow. The only thing running through my mind right now being...

"Man, how I wish I were Retz.."

I ignored my teacher's lecture, feeling my brain finally shut down and my lids get heavy. I was slowly drifting away to sleep, trying to disregard all the pent up depression lacing up in my body as I think of what we could've been, a small, sad smile making its way onto my pale washed up features.