The one thing missing

Intoduction plus three chapters

The one thing
missing
Car above is well the car later on you will get it i promise!

AUTHORS NOTE:hey I'm sorry I need to inform you that I had written this on google docs and it wouldn't let me copy only one section because I'm doing it on my phone but basically this is an introduction with an extra three chapters if you were wondering why it was a little long um so I will let you enjoy there will be more posts but only if people actually do read this because if people don't than there is no reason for me to be writing this so yeah... Have fun!!---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Introduction.
Just one touch...
Just one touch and it could be over for them and me...
Just one touch and not only will they look dead but they will be dead as well...
Asking again and again why this happened to me is getting me know where but it helps to ask for some strange reason. So here I am asking why the hell did I have to get this so called "Gift". If you ask me its nothing but an inescapable curse. A curse that ends lives with just a single touch.
The one touch that changes everything.
I miss touch...
the ability to touch someones face or to simply hug someone without being afraid that maybe just maybe this could end wrong...
As I look down to the ground were my rooms floor laid I couldn't help but wonder what my life could be like if I was actually allowed to go outside like a normal 17 year old. I wonder what the outside world even looks like...
The only important thing I remembered were the trees. The way they blew in the air as the breeze catched hold of them not wanting to let it go but let it slide through its fingertips anyways.
And how all though this most likely made the wind quite angry it looked so beautiful as it softly lets go...
I can still kind of see them ,and things that I still don't understand much about, yet have heard of. I have a window in my room that I spend my days at hoping or at least wondering that maybe if I turned and looked through it in a different angle it could show me more of the world, but the same old brown trees remain in their spots as they decay from not seeing much of water nor sunlight...
As I lay next to my bed staring at the ceiling asking all of these impossible questions and thinking about interesting theories and thinking just about how bad I want to see the outside, I hear foot steps.

Chapter 1
I climb to my bed and go through the drawer that is next to it as I fumble for my gloves and socks. In doing so I end up seeing the bloody blade that lays in my dresser...
The only thing able to kiss my skin...
Then I hear a knock at the door.

"Hey stupid i'm coming in..."
said my mother.
My heart broke a little as I recognised that voice she uses she was high yet again.
And when she is high she does bad things...

"Ok..."
I said softly in a low whisper.
I hated my mother if she even classified as one like seriously...
As the door creaked open I was shocked at what she was wearing which by the way was practically nothing...

"Me and your father are going to go to a bar we won't be back for a week so yeah!"
My eyes bulged out of my head...

"What?"
I half shrieked making her flinch a tad bit.

"Are you fucking deaf? ok... me and y-"
She began but I cut her off

"Yeah I heard you but what about the kids. I think when I say that i'm not exactly the best person to watch the kids i'm not exaggerating..."
I said raising my hands, now off of the bed,currently in front of her.
She steps back and says startled and says

"Are you trying to kill me?"

"Sorry..."
I said panicked.

"No your not but what ever like I care anyways. Oh and yes you are taking care of the kids and Zoe? Try not to kill them please"
with that she left.
I just stood there shocked how am I even going to? I mean really? I asked my self looking at my now uncovered hands.
What the hell am I going to do I havent talked to my two twin brothers and my sister in like five or six years not since the accident.Going back to what my mother had said I have to say that felt like a punch to the gut.She knows I didnt mean to its not like I touched her on purpose...
when I was about eleven or twelve I was normal in fact this whole family was normal except for the occasional flings my mother had stay over.That was before she met our now first step dad. I absolutely don't like him. He tried to come on to me and I wanted him to go a little farther so that if he did touch me he could just end right there and now, but then I realised that I may be a bad person but I don't have to make bad decisions. So I ended up just backing way way up and explaining it to him and at first he didn't believe me but then my mother came in and she started saying yada this yada that and well you get the picture.Im pretty sure that he is scared shitless out of his mind. But at least he won't be able to touch me in any bad way.
Still shocked I decided that I needed to at least go down stairs and tell them if they don't already know. I hope they haven't grown to much The twins are two years older than me and my sister is ten years younger than me. I remember a while back when they tried to sneak into my room to say hey, but I ended up drowning myself in tears and screamed at them to get out and they never once came back up or tried for that matter.
As I walked down stairs I heard faint laughter coming from a male.
And the sadest part is that I noticed it as Dylans. Thats when I heard Damon start laughing along then the laughing stopped as I just listened to their soft and very grown up voices that just touched my heart.