quote, poetry and poems

Part 4

You will find no forgiveness in here.
I will curse all your body and name.
Thought I could trust you my dear.
Setting you ablaze in raging flame.
If you had approached me before,
If you had trusted me just enough,
We could solve this topic so sore.
Now I must call you on your bluff,
Force your hand and reveal truths.
You felt ashamed of your feelings.
Knocked me out in bloody tooths.
My love came without ill dealings.
I thought you knew that very well,
But you decided to run to another,
Feign love for me you had to sell.
Lie next to me and think of others.
Gave me a ring because of why?
Could you answer that plainly?
We were close but now you lie.
How do we end this humanely?
Save your tears and anger please.
They don't compare what's in my eye.
A heavy rain scattered to the breeze.
A silent word that mutters my goodbye.

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I have resolved myself-I can no longer lick old wounds; despite how they make me howl.

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No night is long enough for us to dream twice.

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pain is inevitable, suffering is optional
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"I want to be a good person, I want to have a lot of fun.. claw up out these handcuffs, that have me feeling done. I want to make a big splash, spread the smiles around.. but I can't help but to wonder, can I do without the hot sounds. The sounds of flames licking, come and sit with me.. I want to be a good person, for the rest of my ell, eye, eff, ë."

If there is anything being said about me, I want it to be good things.. I want people to remember me and smile, saying that eUë did it with style. To change the world, maybe not but he did in his world.. and just to be a good person - eUë
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I don't think I have experienced a freeing moment in my entire life. But I'm ever so painfully eager too.

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do you ever wonder how many times your parents have changed their expectations for you? how many times you were so close to being this perfect child, but missed the mark?

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