Sidnaaz: Indifference

Indifference: 3

WKW is here. Like every other time all the contestants were excited and nervous at the same time. They know that Salman will take everyone’s class as usual.

Sidharth knows that Salman Sir respected Sana and his relationship and usually tries to stay away from their personal matter. He was hoping that Salman will not bring Sana and his fight in today’s conversation. He also knows that their fights was never been this bad before. Sidharth signed and decided to deal with it when time comes.

Everyone came and sat in front of the TV. To his disappointment she sat with Asim and Rashmi. She was looking beautiful in blue and golden suit. She was looking breathtaking and he wants to keep her away from everyone’s eyes. At the same moment Shehnaaz looked towards him and gave him smile that was filled with assurance that he is in her thoughts.

Suddenly, feeling more relaxed he focused his attention towards the screen where Salman should be popping up any time now.

Salman Khan appeared on the screen and for next 2 hours or so he went through the usual topics- Asim and Sidharth’s fight, that week's tasks, getting angry at Paras for whatever venom he spilled that week.

Then to make Sidharth’s life more harder caller of the week pretty much blamed Sana for everything and badly insulted her. Sidharth didn’t know what to do right now since he didn’t want to fight with a fan. It just didn’t seem right.

After listening to caller Sana's mood fell drastically. She can’t believe that’s what people think about her outside. It wouldn’t have bother her much if it was someone else’s fan. But this is Sidharth, even though things are not great between them., he is still her everything in this house. Now his fans actually hates her.

There was a break after the caller segment and Salman left housemate of some time. Sidharth wanted to talk to her but she was sitting with Asim and his gang and she is not even looking at him. It was like she is in her own reverie.

Sidharth was about to go and talk to her but shefali dragged him outside saying that she needs to talk about something important with him.

Reluctantly Sidharth went outside with Shefali where Paras and Mahita are waiting for him as well.

Shefali: "Dekh Sidharth aaj toh caller nein bhi bol diya ki Sana kaisi hai. Logon ko bahar sab pata chalta hai. I am sure Shehnaaz tere bare mein burn bolti hogi us group ke saath. "

Paras: "Hain bhai dekh woh sab game ke liye kar rahi hai. Aab aur kitna proof chahiye. Hum tumhare liye worried hain. Please tu us se door reh. "

Paras kept trying to provoke him:           "Bahar sab kuch sach sach jata hai. Agar ek fan jo tumhare liye itni care karta hai woh aise bina matlab ke kuch nahi bolega."

Mahira: "Hain Sidharth aap humare sabse ache dost ho is ghar mein. App humane liye yeh kariye. Hum nahi dekh ki woh apko game ke liye use kaye. We all are there for you. "

Sidharth listened carefully to each and everyone. Frankly, he knew that they are not Sana’s fan. But this is on another level. He decided to make it clear to them that he will not leave her.

Sid: “yaar feelings game ko drkh kar tog nahi aati. Aur mein aur Shehnaaz...”

He was disrupted mid sentence with Bigg Boss's voice to come back in living room.

Now it was time for what Sidharth was dreading most. Salman Khan came back on screen and went straight to Sana.

Salman: "Sana aap baataye ke iss week app itni badli badli kyun hai? Aisa kya ho gya. "

Sana: "Sir kuch nahi bas aise hi. Aapko toh pata hai nah jab us se fight hoti hai toh mujhe acha nahi lagta bas."

Salman: "Nahi Sana meine dekha hai jab aapko acha nahi lagta app kaise behave karti hain. Yeh woh nahi hai. Kuch dino se aisa lag raha tha ki Sidharth aapko ache se janta hai lekin aap ke liye jaise woh stranger ho."

Sana: "Aisa nahi hai, sir. Bus thora gussa thi. "

Salman: " Sana app bhul rahi hai lekin sab bahar dikhta hai. Jo bhi apko kaha gya ye jo bhi apne kaha sab bahar dikhta hai. Usually I don’t interfere lekin iss bar kuch jayda nahi jo gya? "

Salman continued : "aisa kya kaha aapke friend ne Sana. I want to know and I also want to know ki kin ke samne kaha. "

Sana didn’t know what to say. She knows what Sir is talking about but she didn’t know how she will handle hearing or saying those words again: "Sir woh...."

Salman: "Sidharth chalo aap baataye. Apne itna sab kuch kaha hai. Ek bar phir bolne mein koi problem nahi honi chaiye. "

Sidharth thought for a few seconds and decided it was time for him to make things right.

Sid: "Sir, you are right. Meine ise bahut kuch bola hai last week. Apne anger mein maine use bahut hurt kiya. Phele woh maa baap ki baat, phir cigarette wali and last mein toh maine isse Paras or Shefali ke samne hi insult ker diya."

He continued: “How did I even say ki thora bau do toh upar ki chad jati hai? I am feeling really bad about it, Sir. Aab jaise meine yeh sab camera ke samne kaha toh yeh bhi mein sabke samne kahuga. "

Sidharth went to shocked Shehnaaz: “I am sorry Shehnaaz Gill. I am really sorry. Tu mere liye iss ghar mein sabse important hai. Aur kisi se bhi ghanta farak nahi parta. I want you back. Tu meri hai samjhi”

He gave a quick look to Asim and Vishal when he was saying the last line.

“Aur hain koi bhi kuch bhi kahe mujhe pata hai tu mera use nahi kar sakti game ke liye. Aur hain agar tujh kisi ko ya phir mujhe use karna bhi hai game mein toh use kar baby. I have no problem with it. You are in this place to play game and win.”

Shehnaaz can’t believe what he is hearing. She had her mouth open and she slowly moved her eyes towards Salman Sir and then back to Sidharth.

Sana decided not to make this more emotional than what it already became and answered in her usual style.

So she look at Salman and whined: “Sir mujhe sharam aa rahi hai iss se”

Salman was trying really hard to control himself from laughing after hearing this.

Sid: “Abe Moti!”

Sana: “Haaye mera kullu"

Sidharth started to blush. He can’t believe this is happening with him. He never thought something like this will happenwith him on national television.

Salman: "chalo acha hai. Sana abb kitna wait karvaogi use. Jayiye sit with your kullu.”

“Aur Sidharth ek bat hai. Aapko apne anger par control hona chahiye. Sab Sana ki tarah forgiving nahi hote. You should appreciate what you have”

Sid: “I will. Thank you sir"

On the other side , Sidharth’s ‘close' friends werr trying to figure out what just happened. They were over the moon after hearing from that caller. This is just beyond what they ever expected.

After Salman Khan left, housemates didn’t know if there suppose to say anything to this famous couple.

Asim and Vishal decided to tease both of them and started singing ‘dil diyan gallan’ while everyone was still sitting in living area.

If not before, now definitely both Sidharth and Sana were blushing mess. Asim and Vishal unknowingly broke the tension in the room and other housemates left the room as soon as they could.

Sid: “Baby go change and after everyone goes to sleep meet me in the bathroom area. We need to finish our talk.”

Sidharth gave Sana a kiss before he left her.

Asim: “Sana yaar game ko alag rakh kar yeh toh bolunga. I am happy for both of you.”

Sana: “Thank you, Asim"

Once the lights went out, both Sana and Sidharth went to oval bed in the bathroom area and laid while there while cuddling.

Sana: “Sidharth mujhe sach mein yakeen hi nahi ho raha ki tumne woh sab kuch kiya aaj. Tumne!”

Sid: “Believe it baby. Fir se ek bar tujhe sorry bolna chahta hoon. Aur jo tune kal bola tha ki tujhe yeh insecurity hai ki mein tujhe chor ke kabhie bhi ja sakta hoon. Yeh toh nahi hone vala.”

Sana after listening to that started thinking about something that she wanted to ask him since start of last week.

Sana: “Sidharth mujhe bas ek baat karni hai tere se”

Sid: “Bol”

Sana: “Dekh mein move on karna chati hoon last week se. Lekin uske liye mein ek yeh jan na chati hoon ki tune jo bhi bola and gusa tha vo kis baat par tha"

Sid: “Sana chor na sab ko. Ho gya jo hona tha.”

Sana sat straight and asked again seriously.

Sana: “Nahi Sidharth. Mujhe bata. Dekh meine kuch Galat kiya hoga ya to phir tujhe kuch mera karna pasand nahi aya. Please bata mein phir se koi mistake nahi karna chati.”

Sidharth thought about last week and tried to find words for why and what he was feeling. He didn’t was to complicate things. He needs to make her understand this in simplest way.

Sid: “Shenaaz, tujhe kaisa lagta hai jab mein Arti,Shefali ya fir Rashmi ke saath hota hoon.”

Sana: “Mujhe nahi acha lagta”

Sid: “Toh phir mujhe kaisa laga hoga jab vo Gautam or voh Karthik ke saath thi tu"

Sana: “Sidharth lekin....”

Sid: “Nahi Sana tu aur sun. Tuhare papa aa kar tujhe bol kar gaye the ki Paras se door reh. Aur Paras ne unke liye bura bhi bola. Lekin tu phir bhi uske pas gayi. Voh bhi chalo theek hai. Lekin tune use bola ki tujhe us se attachment hai.”

“Tabhie main itna upset tha. Tu yeh sab kar ke yeh sochti hai ki mein tere saath normal rahoon. Yeh kaisi baat huyi. Tu toh agar Arti aur mera naam bji ek saath sun le toh mujhse baat nahi karti.”

Sana: “ Sidharth pehli baat toh Gautam or Karthik ke saath fan moment tha. Ab mein aise nahi react karoongi unhe dekh kar. Doosri baat ke Paras ke saath mere kuch nahi hai. Mujhe sach mein Hindi  bolne mein problem hai. Iss liye attachment word nikal gya galti se. Aur main nahi chati thi ke meri vajah see iss ghar mein kisi ki bhi game mein problem aye toh meine iss liye bola.”

Sana continues: “tu yeh sab puch sakta tha na. Gussa ho lekin reason de ke ho.”

Sid: “Mein yeh nahi promise koronga ki mein phir se kuch galti se nahi boluga. But I promise ke mein tujhe ignore nahi karonga.”

“Mere liye yeh sab naya hai Sehnaaz. Mein apni feeling bolta nahi hoon. Especially national TV par. Meine Bigg Boss mein ane se pehle socha tha ki kisi se bhi connection nahi banauga. Lekin ho gya tere saath. Abhi mein uncomfortable feel karta hoon yeh sab batein yahaan karne mein. Mujhe time de. Bahar ja ke achi tarah baat karenge. Haan ek baat hai ki tere se alag nahi reh sakta yahan par.”

Sana kissed his cheek and gave him a hug.

Sana: “Mein wait kar sakti hoon tera. I have no problem. Bas ab see agar gusa hai to bol. That’s it. Us ke baad mein tujhe kaise manoyon gi. Woh mein dekh liya karongi.”

Sidharth laughed after hearing this and kissed her neck softly while still hugging her.

Sid: “chal ab. Mujhe sona hai aur iss baar mere se bed mein door soyi toh dekh lena.”

Sana: “Kutta. Let’s go.”

And they slept peacefully in each other’s arms. Sidharth couldn’t wait for next day. He wants whole day with her, her pampering him. He really really missed some lovely  pampering from his moti baby.