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Somethings can't be explained nor understandable. Just like Depression. So here , I wrote how it is to feel them in reality. Depression, Insomnia, Crying , these may sound just like 'words' to normal people , but for those who know how they feel...

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INSOMNIA

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by 14yearoldbtsarmy

by 14yearoldbtsarmy

I'm Insomniac.

While you were sleeping peacefully ,
I'm still here thinking something that I probably don't wanna think about.

While you were exploring your dreams with your subconscious mind ,
But I'm here staring at the ceiling with my conscious mind .

While your pillow is wet with your drool ,
But my pillow is wet with my tears of fear.

You are resting calmly while the cool air is brushing your skin ,
But , I don't know why I'm sweating in this air conditioned room.

I COULDN'T STOP THINKING ,

I COULDN'T STOP TREMBLING,

I COULDN'T STOP STARING AT THE DARK ROOM,

I COULDN'T STOP THE TEARS
OOZING OUT OF MY EYES.

I COULDN'T CONTROL MY MIND WITH SO MANY THOUGHTS THAT MAKE ME FEEL LONELY AND FINALLY ,

I COULDN'T SLEEP.

I've never thought that 'sleeping' would become a PROBLEM in my life .
INSOMNIA. It is something that normal people would never understand.