How come everything I do has to make someone mad? And then when I say I'm sorry too many times they stop believing me. And they leave me. And I'm left alone. I hate being alone. I was alone for so long. I don't wanna go alone again. But everything I do is a wrong step. At this point I should just get it over with. But I'm too scared. Too scared that that'll be wrong too. I'm so tired. And so alone.