Save Me [Book One in the Broken Promises Series]

Save Me

You know how I've been a whiny baby saying my side hurts? Well I'm most likely having surgery by the end of the week, unless something miraculas(I KNOW i didnt spell that right ;)) happens. Stupid gallbladder! My poor mom is upset. This year has been so stressful for her. I've been going to doctor to doctor for issues. I just had surgery summer of 2010. D: Well it sucks, cross your fingers ?  Love you guys :) Well again your probably thinking shut up i wanna see Kaden!! ;) Here ya goooo

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Jay-J's POV

I keep waiting for the text saying 'Jk, we got you' but it never came.

I waited all night.

Now it's morning, and I have to go to school. Yet to go to sleep. I feel as if I'm on auto pilot.

Brush teeth

Comb hair

Put on new clothes

It was all mechanical. Nothing felt right.

"Oh shit, it's Wednesday"

Wednesday's are late starts, so I still have two hours. Now what am I supposed to do?

Kaden and I usually go and get McDonalds for everybody, then we eat at the park down the street from school. I'd be leaving with Kaden right now, Xander yelling to have safe sex out the front door. Kaden would laugh and say 'She hates the rubber' like always.

But that's not happening.

I look in the mirror, I was already wearing the wig, and I had a green short dress on with a long white shirt underneath, with grey jeans.

I am Rose.

Rose doesn't cry over lost friends.

She doesn't cry over lost Love.

I grab my backpack, and slip out the front door, starting the long walk to the park. To where this all started.

　

　

　

　

"Hi, I'm Kaden Mason Becksfield, and this is my best friend Jayanna Alexa Valentine, but I call her Jay-J"

"I'm Tyler, and why did you say your whole name?" Tyler said reaching out his chubby six year old arm. "I thought your supposed to" Kaden blushes. "No" two other boys say looking at Kaden. "We're Joel and Justin, no we're not twins" they says non-chalantly. They sound much older than they look.

"Jay-J! Kaden! What are you guys doing?" Jannie called from the park bench. She was watching us today, since she was older and she got her baby sitting license today. "Come here Jannie!" We both call happily.

Jannie was basically Kaden's older sister, not only mine. He was basically my brother.

Jannie makes her way to the cluster of little kids and she crouches down to our level. "What-chya need babes?"

"We made new friends!" we both exclaims gesturing to Joel, Justin, and Tyler. "Well hey there fella's, whats up in the wonderful world of 1st grade?" Jannie asked making a guess at their age based off my and Kaden's age.

"They let us use scissors!" Joel exclaimed happily. Jannie lets out a chuckle.

　

　

I snap back into reality, realizing I'm In the park, right where we were so many years ago. We'd meet here every Saturday after that.

The older we got, the more we hung out and the more we did. When it was Justin's eleventh birthday we went to the county fair. When Kaden turned thirteen, we all skipped school for the first time and hung out at Bob's Arcade. Tyler's fourteenth birthday, we stayed up all night outside swimming in the pool drinking monsters. My sixteenth birthday we had our first real high school party. Tuesdays are movie night, Now there nothing.

August seventeenth is nothing.

October twenty third is nothing.

January nineteenth is nothing.

April eighth is nothing.

I bet September twenty seventh is nothing to them now.

"What are you doing here" Someone growled, I looked up and Mandy was standing firmly in place in front of me. "Sollowing in Peace until you came" I scowl, standing straight up. "Okay, so The girls and I have decided that we aren't going to issolate you. You can be a clique girl"

"Really?" I ask with utter faux excitement.

"Yep" she smirked. I knew she had something going on, but I was going to complete this dare.

Even if I lose everything.

What I love most is already gone.