13-14 years old

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My anxiety increased and depression set in. I was having flashbacks that brought up the sadness of my childhood, the loss I'd felt when Lucas died, the pain I felt when my parents were angry and the love I felt for him while I knew him. I'd age slide and would walk around hoping he'd be there when I got home. 

When you lose someone close to you that young it's hard and I can't imagine what it would be like to have lost your parents or siblings like that. 

My situation continues on as life does, Lucas will always be there by my side as I learn and discover new things about myself and the world around me. As much as I miss him I'm glad he left before he learnt how hard life could be, he was such an innocent cheerful child. 


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