So Into You

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Madam Cheantal 💗

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Mar 30, 4:48 PM

This will be my last attempt to reach out to you.
Can we please meet tomorrow? 8pm sa Antonio's?
I just want to talk to you and see you for the last time.
I promise di na ako magmamakaawang balikan mo ako. Gusto ko lang ng closure para matahimik na yung loob ko.
Read 5:03PM

Thank you, Vincent. I hope mapagbigyan mo ako.
Read 5:03 PM

Mar 31, 7:30 PM

Andito na ako.
I'll be waiting for you.
Read 7:30 PM

8:02 PM

I hope you don't mind, nag-order na ako.
I ordered for you, too. Your favorite food here.
Just in case you show up.
Read 8:10PM

8:50 PM

Dadating ka pa ba?
Read 9:30 PM

9:58 PM

I guess di ka na dadating.
I promise this is the last time na guguluhin kita.
Read 9:59 PM

10:21 PM

Antonio's is closing na, so I'm gonna head home na.
Di na ako aasa pang makikipagkita ka.
Read 10:25 PM

11:54 PM

Hi, I'm home already.
Lol as if you care pa.
Who am I kidding?
Oh well, like I said, this will be my last attempt to contact you. After this, you wont hear from me anymore.
Read 11:55 PM

Apr 1, 12:01 AM

I just want to thank you for everything, Vin.
Thank you for the memories.
Thank you for letting me experience how to love and to be loved back.
Thank you for teaching me how to love myself, too.
Thank you for guiding me how to stand on my own.
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12:05 AM

Sana maging masaya ka, Vincent.
Maabot mo sana lahat ng pangarap mo.
I wish you all the best in life.
You'll always be my favorite what if.
I love you so much. Always remember that.
Read 12:06 AM

12:07 AM

Pero sobrang sakit na kasi.
My insecurities are killing me already.
Nakakapagod isipin kung saan ako nagkamali.
Nakakatuliro halungkatin yung utak ko kung nagkulang ba ako.
Kung hindi ba ako deserving ng paliwanag mo.
Every day I ask myself kung talaga bang minahal mo ako? It's a shame because you made me feel like it's really true. Na talagang baliw ka sakin at mahal mo ko.
But I became doubtful of everything--my actions, my words, everyone's motives. Pinaglalaruan lang ba ako?
Hindi ko na kilala tong Cheantal na 'to.
But it ends here. I choose to end it here.
Masakit man, pero I have to.
Sarili ko naman yung pipiliin ko ngayon. 🙂
Read 12:08 AM

12:12 AM

I hope... yung sunod na babaeng mamahalin mo, hindi mo ipagkakait sa kanya yung katotohanan. Kasi kung mahal ka talaga niya, kahit gaano pa yun kasakit, she'll choose to bear it with you. I hope you won't deprive her of that choice.
Read 12:15 AM

12:30 AM

Goodbye, mahal.
I really love you, Aiden Vincent.
So much that it hurts.
I hope someday, our paths will cross again.
Read 12:30 AM