Confusing feelings - yamaguchi x tsukishima

-7- trying to tell him

Yamaguchi's POV

We get out of the club room and start to walk home. When we pass the gym entrance I see suga giving me a big smile with two thumbs up.

I take a deep breath and turn back to tsukki.

"Ready to go?"he asks.

"Of course tsukki!"I answer in the same cheery tone. But I'm starting to worry I'm not going to be able to keep this up.

The walk goes as it always goes. Light conversation and having fun. Minute me having a mental breakdown on weather or not I should tell my childhood friend I like them and possibly lose the only person who cared enough about me to help. The person I stuck too for years. The person that always supported me.

DEEP BREATHS

We get to Tsukki's house and go inside. I put my stuff down and follow him up the stairs to his room.

"You want to watch a movie or play some video games?"tsukki asks.

"Yeah sure let's watch a movie!"I say.

"Ok. What about this one."he asks holding up a dvd case with a big dinosaur on the front.

"Perfect!" I say.

Watching movies with tsukki was always one of my favorite things. He always picks something with dinosaurs sense there his favorite.

I sit on tsukki's bed and he gets comfortable on the floor with a blanket and pillow.

The movie starts playing and I feel ok for once. It feels like how it used to before I found that I have feelings for him. We're just hanging out like good friends do watching a dinosaur movie on a Friday night.

The movie cretics we're rolling over the screen and reality was sinking back in.

It sucked.

"Want to watch another?"I ask trying to keep reality away for just a little bit longer.

"Why don't we do something else."Tsukki suggests.

"Like what?"I ask.

"We could play video games."

"I don't really feel like it."I answer.

"Well what do you want to do?"

"Tell you how I feel."I mummer under my breath.

"What was that?"

I need to listen to suga

"I should tell you something."I say. I roll onto my back and look up at the ceiling taking in a deep breath in an attempt to slow by racing heart.

Tsukki looks up at me still seated on the floor.

"I like you. And I don't mean as a friend."

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Ok so I know it's short but I wanted there to be a cliff hanger...you know. Ok well there we have it. Chapter seven. I think the next chapter will be the last or maybe second to last. We will see.

Ok bye my little duckies 🐤🐤🐤